Poetry Drawer: Too Tired For My Life: The Beach by K.G. Munro

Too Tired For My Life

Getting up in the morning
I’d rather be canoodling with a stranger
in my dreams
But work isn’t going to wait for me
As I push the duck feather pillows away
My bones ache with the strain of age
I would rather spend the day
Numbing my mind with soap operas
And stuffing my face with chocolate
Instead of going to meetings
Filling the bath with soap and water
I am exhausted
As lavender and vanilla permeate my senses
The urge to call in sick increases
But the hot water does little to ease my woes
Because the routine itself drains my energy
Work, home, friends, and so on
The same pattern, the same people,
I’m tired of this routine, I’m tired of my life,
I’m sick of these walls. I’d rather be somewhere else.
These thoughts fill my mind
As I sink further into the bubbles
Trying to escape from another round
Of self-loathing and regret.

The Beach

Charcoal sands is my only company
As I stare down the icy blue ocean

Flowing as the wind skinny dips in it
Whilst my thoughts are elsewhere

Wondering how many people have stood
In this sand admiring nature’s landscape

How many breaths have been inhaled here?
Questions without any answers

As I pick up a pebble and throw it
I wonder if my lover is across these tides

This beach is my anchor
In the chaos of my pursuit to find love

An action some people spend a lifetime on
But I know regardless of the outcome

I can always walk on this sandy panacea
Without sadness and without judgement.

K.G. Munro is an author and poet. Here are a few of her writing credits: Oddball Magazine, Poetry Potion, Scarlet Dragonfly Journal, Splendeur Magazine, Green Ink Magazine, Feversofthemind and so on.

Poetry Drawer: One Poem by Sushant Thapa

Let me think
One word
To talk about the day.
Let me feel
One feeling
To talk about the night.
Let me draw
One drawing
To colour life.
I dwell in my garden
I attain
The university of imagination.
Let me be one lesson
That rethinks the ambition
Of escaping time
Running away
With the modern cobweb.
Being me
Is the true
Unselfish desire.
It does not create misfortune
On the less fortunate ones and
Every possible door greets
Everyone.

Sushant Thapa is from Biratnagar, Nepal. His fourth book of English poems is going to be published by World Inkers Printing and Publishing, Senegal, Africa and New York, USA. Sushant has an M.A. degree in English literature from Jawaharlal Nehru University, New Delhi, India. 

  

Poetry Drawer: Introduction to the myth: Arethusa and Alpheus I & II: At the sea II: The prayer senso stricto: in Dreameries: At the oracle: End-sonnet by Paweł Markiewicz

Introduction to the myth

The myth has happened in darkness of forest,
near the old druidic altar with the stone.
It was foggy then, shrouded in last summer.
Here a fawn was born at dawn and morn – no woe!

Near the spring that belonged to the moony grove,
naiad Arethusa is sitting on grass.
Artemis – the soft goddess without trouble.
It is the dreamy time for the Blue Hours.

The Utopian time is coming with charm.
The naiad is musing about nightingales.
They were known and famous in the whole land.
Their song – for the sake of dazzling paradise.

Arethusa was not a mortal being.
Artemis is resting now, only dreaming.

Arethusa and Alpheus I

In the grove where the druid’s fire sparkled at last evening,
the Naiad dreams of the righteous, dear, beauteous time.
The glade should be cleaned up after the amazing meeting
of the Olympic gods and goddesses last pretty night.

The logic of Arethusa dreams of deductive wings.
At the edge of forest the God Alpheus is waiting
for the Naiad and apollonianly propitious mind.
Having stroked the forest-like fawn, she is to him – coming.

He has hunted for wildcats at midnight with fancy – here.
The love for her is such fabulous, gorgeous musing
about the ontologically perfect Golden Fleece.
The love is lost delight and only stardust of feelings.

She should become his amaranthine wife – the virgin.
for life in depths of unending artemislike timbers!

Arethusa and Alpheus II

If dear Arethusa miswedded,
she would sully tender crystal soul.
She is going home quickly – away,
dreaming of scintilla of the morns.

Don’t pick musing flowers of my hope!
Leave me alone and my wizardries!
Moony paradise seems to be lost.
The naiad escapes soon from the forest.

On ship towards Ortygia-island,
she meets the captain, former pirate
and three divers with pearls in their hands.
They want to dream and sleep, it is late.

The captain remembers the midnight storm.
Naiad’s homeland becomes indeed lost.

At the sea II

She must find motherland in exile.
Legendary seagulls are flying.
The country of sailors is the sea.
The waves of Poseidon are dreaming.

She can praise the morns – the charming dawns,
full of celestial spirits of spell.
The dreameries rest in new homeland,
which shimmers over the meek vessel.

Despite this Artemis´ forest lives,
where stags and does dance, muse forever.
She thinks about the ambrosial tears.
She listens to choir of pearl divers.

Naiad begins praying to Artemis
just in the most Apollonian ways.

The prayer senso stricto

Owl from the grove listens to prayer.
The most propitious and gorgeous words.
Let moony star-like memories fly!
Goddess sleeps in alluring forest!

Your roe is so appealing and grand!
Your hedgehog is handsome, good-looking!
Your bear is so cute and delicate!
Your squirrel is so fascinating!

Enrapture the beauteous diamond!
Beguile the splendid – classy agate!
Enthrall the angelic emerald!
Allure the bright – divine sapphire!

The wings of birds need to enchant world.
Star of philosophers – next to owl.

in Dreameries

Arethusa embellishes a dawn,
bewitches the fantasy of the moon
with ravishing, resplendent stars,
becomes bucolic dreams of the gods.

She is such a good, cute Eden.
or an apollonian Arcadia
land that was eternally Promised,
as the mirth of Eudemonia.

Be charm fulfilled such epiphany!
It is from an ontology – child.
I wish you were from eternity.
She would be the perpetual stream.

Sempiternity is immortal.
Her stream-becoming is eternal.

At the oracle

God Alpheus was at the Pythia.
He needed a plethora of feelings.
She looked at the ancient amphora.
Eudemonia would be clear in dreams.

The oracle wanted to help them yet
Pythia, having drunk, told the pure truth.
She told: The Naiad was on the isle.
She is spring – such a heaven, so blue.

Pythia wrote for Apollo poetry
about dreamiest mysterious from wind,
as well as of stolen Golden Fleece
about apollonianly soft mirth.

Long live an eternal oracle!
May poems be the most delicate!

End-sonnet

The poem is an obol.
The nightingale is singing.
The naiad needs from live more.
The lover is new dreaming.

Styx – river of destiny.
The God would be the river,
through the dreamed eternity.
They become philosophers.

I love the stoic sparklets
of Arethusa – naiad,
and of the brave Alpheus,
so beautiful is the time.

I want to finish sonnets,
in dreams of the Grecian myths.

Paweł Markiewicz was born 1983 in Siemiatycze in Poland. He is poet who lives in Bielsk Podlaski and writes tender poems, haiku as well as long poems. Paweł has published his poetries in many magazines. He writes in English and German.

You can find more of Paweł’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: Sonnet CCCII: Sonnet CCLXXXXIII: Sonnet CCLXXXXIV: Sleepy Whale 485 & 491 by Terry Brinkman

Sonnet CCCII

Wine country returning to Napa and Sonoma too
Camping to teach kids about safety in their rooms
Smart Home new service for the groom
Southern Oregon’s leaf strewed Kazoo
California’s wine country is bouncing back to-do
Larger than life instaurations of the sun at noon
Super powers of skin multi-sensory to bloom
Three generations sail through the Greek taboo
Camouflage armour identity of course
Be good win big in Alaska even drunk
Suppose now it did happen would he bleed remorse?
The Hearse on the Cross-Gun Bridge with a sleeping Monk
Haulage rope mud choked bottled Carron Horse
Only circumstantial odour from a Skunk

Sonnet CCLXXXXIII

Unshed tears were not dropping in her Gin
Sad plight Golden Rule Cajole
Philosophical assertion control
Faint sent of urine on her skin
Butterflies don’t play Violin
Hand-Maids of the Moon patrol
Bristles shining wirily around the May-Pole
Seated crossed-legged smoking a Coiled Pipe in Berlin
Reign of uncouth stars plot
Shadows lay over her Blindfold
Corps rising salt white from under a Robot
Loom of the Moon’s old
Stench of his Green-Grave Gut
Augur’s rod of ash Centerfold

Sonnet CCLXXXXIV

Little pool by the rock’s music
Bold as brass delicate high jump
Soft clinging white aristocrat slump
Her very heart in a limerick
Gnawing sorrow now she is sick
Cry nicely before the Stump
Stole an arm around her rump
Impetuous fellow strength of a hick
Spit fire blue in the face clever
She tickles tint tots’ Brains
Saying an un-lady like thing to the server
Long slow kiss after the Champagne
Wisk well like white of eggs forever
She wanted his ball having won again

Sleepy Whale 485

Relinquished his post arch wine
Ten Seconds surface of her land
Contemplate suppressed grand
King Street smells of pine
Frequentative erroneously swine
Pleasures derived with literature at hand
Drank jossers silence contraband
Supervision pantomime sign

Sleepy Whale 491

Her neonist wears an Opal Ball-dress to write
Improper overtures from men
Writing on Tortoiseshells with Pens
Lines between shutters light
Frost- bound coachman arrives to night
Drawn the limit of ten
Her caves in silk hose with them
Insulting any lady’s double-envelops white

Terry Brinkman has been painting for over forty five years. Poems in Rue Scribe, Tiny Seed. Winamop, Snapdragon Journal, Poets Choice, Adelaide Magazine, Variant, the Writing Disorder, Ink Pantry, In Parentheses, Ariel Chat, New Ulster, Glove, and in Pamp-le-mousse, North Dakota Quarterly, Barzakh, Urban Arts, Wingless Dreamer, LKMNDS and Elavation.

You can find more of Terry’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: The new Celtic Ode to the Dreamed Mother Nature by Paweł Markiewicz

You are an enjoyable juniper!
You are a pleasurable bush!
You are an agreeable poplar!
You are a delightful spruce!
You are a gratifying cedar!
You are an amusing birch!
You are a diverting corn!
You are a bonny pine!
You are a lovely palm!

Your sepal be alluring!
Your petals be delightful!
Your stamens be appealing!
Your carpel be graceful!
Your corolla be good-looking!
Your filament be pretty!
Your ovary be stunning!
Your ovule be foxy!
Your anther be ravishing!

You honour starlet-like dreamland.
You admire moonlet-like mirror.
You exalt moony fairyland.
You deify moonlit enchanted rose.
You praise starry gingerbread house.
You glorify starlit forest.
You apotheosize comet-like spell book.
You magnify spherical tower.
You gratify sunny Ovidian sword.

Pawel and the Neoceltism. This poem is a dreamy manifesto of the Neoceltism, the spirit in which Paweł has created his English poesy.

You can find more of Paweł’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: Friend by Brian Edeki

Only in war and trouble could I comprehend
Who was my foe or friend?
In times of tranquillity and peace it wasn’t clear
When all was well my friends were there

When the sign post showed clear blue sky
I consorted with friend and enemies but never knew why
Still a friend is one who will tell you the truth
Be by your side when there is no proof

Jealousy and envy is not in a friend’s heart
And a love rival will never tear you apart
They will give you a bed to sleep on at night
Be there to stop you from having a fight

Knowledge and wisdom always share with a friend
That unbroken trust and bond can’t end
A friend knows your secrets and should be quiet
But will follow you to war or political riot

Even when you doubt yourself, a friend gives assurance
And will carry your heavy load and bear endurance
Money, should never come between you and a friend
Never ask for interest when asked to lend

Jesus had twelve friends but knew one would betray
I do hope and pray that you never see that day
In years to come real friends shall remain by your side
Trust in a real friend, secrets don’t hide

You can find more of Brian’s poetry here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: Tête-à-tête: COVID-19 Featureless: COVID 19 Charades: He snored away by Dr Susie Gharib

Tête-à-tête

What do you make of your first relationship?
Extremely pathetic.
How would you describe him?
A rogue but with a profession and a suitcase.
What did you learn from that experience?
That some men never grow beyond the teenage stage.
Was he handsome?
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.
What made you love him?
A sheer absence of companionship.
Did he love you?
In a narcissistic capacity.
How did you get over him?
By living on another continent.
Any happy memories with him.
The birds we fed.
If he were still alive, what would you like to say to him?
I wouldn’t want to waste my breath.

COVID-19: Featureless

He speaks of the dusk of each muffled sentence,
the quarantine of an adjectival clause,
the numbing of a tantalizing subject,
the feverish heat of a muddled metaphor,
in a mummified tone.

I turn to see who is sitting behind me,
a featureless man with a knife and a fork,
contemplating his plate of chips and pork.

I think a zip for a mask of cotton
could be a designer’s profitable call
should COVID-19 continue to involve
such a vast expenditure of cloth.

The masquerades of high circles
displaying a wide variety of looks,
a gorgon’s,
a Joker’s,
a Nero’s,
now boasts a new addition to its host:
a circle with multiple horns.

COVID-19: Charades

I compare the global, infernal arena
to our own horrific, domestic scene
and wonder which is more disheartening,
the lack of amity between nations
or the death of the fraternal
on each familial mien!

I creep out of my inner bubble
for a waft of fresh breeze.
They no longer starve us,
it is suffocation by contagious fear,
since a single sneeze
can render one’s cordiality impotent
and each word one utters
is a threat to be seized.

Our scars are too deep,
pledging eternal visibility.
They have become the trend that the elect and elite
wear on their masques on public charades
to boast their solidarity with the afflicted
in their own aesthetic way.

He snored away

He had snored away his honeymoon,
laying the blame on his nightwear
which his best man had bought for him
as a wedding gift,
with the colors that sedated him most,
even stripes of turquoise alternating with cerulean blue.

He snored away the advent of his first baby Annabelle Ruth,
whose wailing at night kept him awake,
inducing a very sullen mood,
so large doses of sleeping pills
were his last resort
to weather that familial storm.

He snored away his amicable divorce,
which had loomed in his horizon for long.
His wife, who had filed for it,
supplied him with the necessary amount of booze
to alleviate the hard feelings that a separation induced,
lulling him to sleep after only one glass or two.

Dr Susie Gharib is a graduate of the University of Strathclyde with a Ph.D. on the work of D.H. Lawrence. Her poetry and fiction have appeared in Adelaide Literary Magazine, Green Hills Literary Lantern, A New Ulster, Crossways, The Curlew, The Pennsylvania Literary Journal, Ink Pantry, Mad Swirl, Miller’s Pond Poetry Magazine, and Down in the Dirt.

Susie’s first book (adapted for film), Classic Adaptations, includes Charlotte Bronte’s Villette, Virginia Woolf’s The Waves, and D.H. Lawrence’s Lady Chatterley’s Lover.

You can find more of Susie’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: Foreshadows by Ian C Smith

Sounds, ship and sea-formed, rigging’s creaks and groans, the rush of bow-split water a hiss of displeasure, they pursue fate, jettisoned provisions a sore loss.  After Tenerife, starless but dry, no rainfall since approaching the equator when the cursed pumpkins began to spoil, a threat lurks, something in the air other than ozone.  Churchill, always seeking eminence, nurses a scalded hand, the cook, broken ribs.  James Morrison’s arm is infected.

A Scot, an educated man good at judging heights and distances at sea, Morrison runs his mind over how these tars have been spoiling in the wake of the aforesaid pumpkins amid the galley’s enveloping smoke because of Bligh’s schemes.  Surely their vituperative profiteering captain won’t be taken for a god à la Cook?  Constant gales prevent their navigation of Cape Horn.

On midnight watch, Morrison discerns the sails’ dim outlines.  Cocooned by night’s cloak he can’t stop thinking about the bird, eight-foot span wingtips stretched, killed and eaten earlier that day.  Sailing the panic of wind off Patagonia’s coast riding tunnels of air like a heavenly messenger, its grace, soaring freedom, aroused optimism.  He knows they rest at Tristan da Cunha, endure long arduous journeys.

Young James Ballantyne misses historical drama’s denouement, no crowd scene role treading the boards of that deck in the future’s final act.  His corpse sinks, slowly rotating, free-falling in a chance choreography through the ever-darkening ocean, fish twitching away from his shroud, ropes holding firm so far.  Solemn shipmates wrench their thoughts from this, the first death, strain towards their sweet theatre of dreams, the idea of Otaheite’s sun-blazed volcanic mountains illustrating an otherwise monotony of horizon.

Bligh’s frustration washes over pustular Surgeon Huggan.  Still abed, obese, pickled, his foetid days now acutely numbered, Bounty’s doctor, cabin a congeries of spillage, wine and sweat, drools vomit to his rattling chest.  Several ships have been sighted but they have spoken to none.  The boy sailor’s remains borne by gravity away from shillings of light dappling the sea’s surface, grief hovering in abeyance for his people in Blighty, the wind has freshened since Van Diemen’s Land, its airy questing urging them each to his particular end.

Ian C Smith’s work has been published in BBC Radio 4 Sounds,The Dalhousie Review, Gargoyle, Ginosko Literary Journal, Griffith Review, Southword, The Stony Thursday Book, & Two Thirds North.  His seventh book is wonder sadness madness joy, Ginninderra (Port Adelaide).  He writes in the Gippsland Lakes area of Victoria, and on Flinders Island.

You can find more of Ian’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: I Age: Crypt in the Sky: Priscilla, Let’s Dance: Willow Tree Poem by Michael Lee Johnson

I Age

Arthritis and aging make it hard,
I walk gingerly, with a cane, and walk
slow, bent forward, fear threats,
falls, fear denouement-
I turn pages, my family albums
become a task.
But I can still bake and shake,
sugar cookies, sweet potato,
lemon meringue pies.
Alone, most of my time,
but never on Sundays,
friends and communion,
United Church of Canada.
I chug a few down,
love my Blonde Canadian Pale Ale,
Copenhagen long cut a pinch of snuff.
I can still dance the Boogie-woogie,
Lindy Hop in my living room,
with my nursing care home partner.
Aging has left me with youthful dimples,
but few long-term promises.

Crypt in the Sky

Order me up,
no one knows
where this crypt in the sky
like a condo on the 5th floor
suite don’t sell me out
over the years;
please don’t bury me beneath
this ground, don’t let me decay
inside my time pine casket.
Don’t let me burn to cremate
skull last to turn to ashes.
Treasure me high where no one goes,
no arms reach, stretch.
Building for the Centuries
then just let it fall.
These few precious dry bones
preserved for you, sealed in the cloud
no relocation is necessary,
no flowers need to be planted,
no dusting off that dust each year,
no sinners can reach this high.
Jesus’ heaven, Jesus’ sky.

Note: Dedicated to the passing of beloved Katie Balaskas.

Priscilla, Let’s Dance

Priscilla, Puerto Rican songbird,
an island jungle dancer, Cuban heritage,
rare parrot, a singer survivor near extinction.
She sounds off on notes, music her
vocals hearing background bongos,
piano keys, Cuban horns.
Quote the verse patterns,
quilt the pieces skirt bleeds,
then blend colours to light a tropical prism.
Steamy Salsa, a little twist, cha-cha-cha
dancing rhythms of passions, sacred these islands.
Everything she has is movement
tucked nice and tight but explosive.
She mimics these ancient sounds
showing her ribs, her naked body.
Her ex-lovers remain nightmares
pointed daggers, so criminal, so stereotyped.
Priscilla purifies her dreams with repentance.
She pours her heart out, everything
condensed to the bone, petite boobies,
cheap bras, flamboyant Gi strings.
Her vocabulary is that of sin and Catholicism.
Island hurricanes form her own Jesus
slants of hail, detonate thunder,
the collapse of hell in her hands after midnight.
Priscilla remains a background rabble-rouser,
almost remorseful, no apologies
to the counsel of Judas
wherever he hangs.

Willow Tree Poem

Wind dancers
dancing to the
willow wind,
lance-shaped leaves
swaying right to left
all day long.
I’m depressed.
Birds hanging on-
bleaching feathers
out into
the sun.


Michael Lee Johnson
lived ten years in Canada during the Vietnam era. Today he is a poet in the greater Chicagoland area, IL.  He has 275 YouTube poetry videos. Michael Lee Johnson is an internationally published poet in 44 countries, has several published poetry books, has been nominated for 6 Pushcart Prize awards, and 6 Best of the Net nominations. He is editor-in-chief of 3 poetry anthologies, all available on Amazon, and has several poetry books and chapbooks. He has over 453 published poems. Michael is the administrator of 6 Facebook poetry groups and member of the Illinois State Poetry Society