The night our dog gorged herself
on boiled sweets and lost
all interest in the scent of meat —
chewing and chewing the aniseed
flavoured candy papers into a ball
and eying me with the glazed resoluteness
of an addict
I saw myself
when I didn’t write —
too full and crushing the poems
that found me into the street’s shadows
even as their journeys were rising
beneath my feet —
or else I stuffed them inside letting
their verses sing in and out
of my other thoughts — their sounds glowing —
licking the space between
meaning and feeling
to thinner and thinner slivers
until I finally let them tumble away
from me like beetles flicking
through wet grass and into the throats
of magnolias, useless and rolling
in the stickiness of scent.
The night our dog gorged herself
on boiled sweets and lost
all interest in the scent of meat —
chewing and chewing the aniseed
flavoured candy papers into a ball
and eying me with the glazed resoluteness
of an addict
I saw myself
when I didn’t write —
too full and crushing the poems
that found me into the street’s shadows
even as their journeys were rising
beneath my feet —
or else I stuffed them inside letting
their verses sing in and out
of my other thoughts — their sounds glowing —
licking the space between
meaning and feeling
to thinner and thinner slivers
until I finally let them tumble away
from me like beetles flicking
through wet grass and into the throats
of magnolias, useless and rolling
in the stickiness of scent.
Jenny is a working mum and writes whenever she can amid the fun and chaos of family life. Her poetry is published in several printed anthologies, magazines and online poetry sites. Jenny lives in London with her husband, two children and two very lovely, crazy cats. You can read more of her poems at her website.
You can find more of Jenny’s work here on Ink Pantry.