Poetry Drawer: Palimpsest: Modern poetry as a means to unveil truths by Enno de Witt

Palimpsest

Now I know who you are, hidden in discarded old paper
you appeared like a distant echo in the nakedness of my
scattered dreams, in a room rich in dust and gallantries,
where misty light bathes all in a fiery glow, here gods watch
your ecstasy, pain red as blood shimmers in the vaults deep
beneath the ochre chamber, where I am no more than a sigh
escaping your ever so slightly parted lips at the moment of highest
desire, less still: an infant child, unwanted and unseen, a spectator,
a ghost, hands against my ears so that your pleading for mercy becomes
a whisper still sizzling softly in the wind on a warm summer evening.

To dust you have long since perished, my own calloused hands
dug your grave, before winter froze the black ground, and afterwards
in every shade I saw your shadow, pure and untouched by worm
and bacteria, and now you’re back, captured and sold in a slave
market to the highest bidder, used and cast aside, picked up
and treasured like a long-lost jewel, memory of the sparkling
and immeasurably precious treasure of a distant and forgotten
potentate who saw his vast empire buried under desert sand.

Of me only marble fragments remain, fallen over and broken
into a thousand pieces, a prey of the elements for centuries
and reduced to my essence, which reveals itself once I have
come closer to you, closer than ever before, and finally nestling
in the hollow of secrets where death and stasis reign, a sarcophagus
that reveals itself as my final, long foretold and fabled destiny.

Modern poetry as a means to unveil truths

When she passes, the street is a sigh of fragrant flowers
and beauty – cell phones race without leaving a trace
across digital highways with in their wake news of fronts
and images evaporating like essential oils from a glass jar,

but when she passes, the road is a tunnel of desire for
beauty and the intoxicating scent of flowers that as if
springing forth from a fountain engulfs and saturates us
as her image appears on our screens and we lie face down

on the forest floor and inhale the scent of something
primal, which is that from which everything springs
forth, for which we have only vulgar words or

names because it wants to remain hidden behind a veil
of not thinking or knowing, we feel her with all our twenty-
seven senses gently swaying in the liquid in the glass jar.

Enno de Witt is a published Dutch author and poet, an artist and musician, webmaster and editor. For him, writing poetry is a sheer necessity, like breathing, sleeping, drinking and eating. His poetry is founded on the bedrock of the classics, Dutch as well as international, and revolves around the Eternal Questions, often using imagery pertaining to his younger years, growing up on the seashore amongst wild heretics.

Poetry Drawer: Slowly Crept: Sonnet CDLXXXXIV: Sonnet CDLXXXXIII: Sonnet CDLXXXXI by Terry Brinkman

Slowly Crept

Charity to the neighbour absurd
Wolf in Sheep’s clothing
Monks and Friars slowly crept
Bearing Palms and Harps of the Blackbird
Patrons of holy youth sleeping Bluebird
Women blessed symbols slept
Dragon Lilies robes we kept
Ink horns eyes of Lady-dove

Sonnet CDLXXXXIV

Dumpy sort of a gait bone due trench
Two flashes of presumable ships rum from Maine
Gurgling noise shrewd suspicion pain
Day of reckoning Mono Publishing conservation bench
Best jumpers and racers wrench
Skin the goat an Ax to grind throbbing forehead vein
Loudly lamenting Galway Bay rain
Slightly disturbed in her sentry-box stench
Facial blemishes treasure
Effusion the redoubtable gravel
Dropping off into a restful measure
Silence all around we try to unravel
Manicure counterattraction female pleasure
Rum explodes piers and girders travel

Sonnet CDLXXXXIII

White tipped New Guinea’s chip
Wispy quiver and dance trouble
Poniards Gibraltar bubble
Muensters Boston weather drip and dip
Ill-fated Irish Times petrified drip
Weathered a monsoon Daunte’s rock doubled
Rumpled stockings showing her stubble
Impetuosity isosceles triangle flip
Temperaments at the door in trio
Passionate about the Ten Shillings viol
Visit coincidences Kilaru Museum in Rio
Washed in the blood of the sun denial
Spaniards old Leo
Exception here and there trial

Sonnet CDLXXXXI

Enlightened men morbid mined shrug
Buys dear and sells cheap her money amplify
A slow puzzled skin-Berean Butterfly
Old Meldish squeamishness drug
Super human effort as she dug
Shrugged his shoulders to deny
Dizzy-Billy all-be-plastered high
Coffee in a cheap-eating-house mug
Sticker for solid copper Tumour
Tee total skipping rocks rube
Fa-r-reaching circumstantial rumour
Piano playing cell-mate in a cube
Not listening at a yarn humour
Blunt horn-handle tube

Terry Brinkman has been painting for over forty five years. Poems in Rue Scribe, Tiny Seed. Winamop, Snapdragon Journal, Poets Choice, Adelaide Magazine, Variant, the Writing Disorder, Ink Pantry, In Parentheses, Ariel Chat, New Ulster, Glove, and in Pamp-le-mousse, North Dakota Quarterly, Barzakh, Urban Arts, Wingless Dreamer, LKMNDS and Elavation.

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Poetry Drawer: Autumn in the Wings: If Only I Moved by Instinct: Leaf Fall: For Therapy, I Mix Metaphors: Slackening Observed: A Moment Depends Not Just on its Moment: After the Gale by D. R. James

Autumn in the Wings

Twigs’ lush medium is converting to
calligraphy, the dismissal of leaves
to launch its winter forewarning. Laden
with late acorns, squirrels chuck-chuck meaningless
memos, counter-balance full bellies, tails
unfurled. I am embracing—keepsaking—
the unscrolling calendar, harvesting
days tossed my way, the prodigious burden
of nows. Hunters will bruise this calm soon, but
until then it’s choirs of jays, cranes, and crows.

If Only I Moved by Instinct

Life has been a grand migration
to where you are today!
            —well known wisdom

I didn’t know!

Otherwise,
when those raggedy squadrons
clamoured overhead last evening—

three V’s disarrayed
like frayed arrow feathers,

their leaders insistent as clowns
with braying horns, honking
for plane geometry—

I would have taxied, sprinted,
lifted arthriticly
from water’s edge (granted

more dodo than goose,
my splayed toes just scuffing
the webbed crests of waves),

and elbowed my way
into a rhythmic wedge

to claim my slot
in that mindless rotation
toward the life-saving draft.

Leaf Fall

Asymmetric chandeliers instigate
their rhapsodic drop, the ruddling scumble-
trove of falling leaves and epiphanies
whose sillage shellacs paw, pelt, and breezes.
Trapezes sling these acrobatic hues
into bold arcs, risky spins, pronounced turns
before alights the wind-borne troupe of the
trees. Stippled bark akin to camo backs
the show, and cursive limbs announce the new
season: caesura ending summer’s song.

For Therapy, I Mix Metaphors

From a frozen wedge of machine-split pine,
tossed on this settling fire, one frayed, martyred
fibre curls back and away like a wire, then
flares, a flame racing the length of a fuse.
Imagine this my innermost strand, a barely-dirt
two-track off Frost’s road less traveled, a thin,
trembling thread of desire, the uncharted blue vein
of a tundral highway. Or in some dread cloister
it dreams, and a sillier spirit suddenly moves—
like four fresh fingers over flamenco frets,
like dumb elegance uttering Old Florentine,
never meaning one of its crooning words.
It might dance—Tejano, Zydeco, any twenty
Liebeslieder Waltzes, any juking jumble
of a barrel-house blues—wherever arose
an arousing tune, the thrum of a Kenyan’s
drumming, the merest notion of Motown soul.
I do know: there must be this lost but lively cord,
an original nerve, perhaps abandoned, or jammed
as if into an airless cavity of my old house.
It waits, to spark, to catch, its insulated nest
punctured by the stray tip of a driven nail.
It craves some risky remodelling, that annoying
era of air compressor, plaster grit, dumpster,
and the exuberant exhalation of ancient dust.

Slackening Observed

A cardinal, its heaven’s sound, the winter’s
effervescent rag with salutating
gait. Notes etch, sun foils, and cathedralic
miles enlarge the whispering. To centre
oneself, to murmur, to intercept the
synchronizing run that’s rioting, is
as longingly still as the slope outside
the city’s heaves, the barn-red-confetti’d
woods, the uniform crisp of autumn days,
shallows iced to the shoreline, valley’s dream.

A Moment Depends Not Just on its Moment

You’d like to move on beyond mean memory,
skirt that peopled, hollow squalor, pack up
your numerous mind encampments
whose smoky cook fires now flicker, now
flare on this or that nostalgic hillside—
sometimes like coded reminders, sometimes
like brash blazes arousing anything
but simpering gratitude for a brainscape
stippled with so-called love. But then
a random moment’s rush of fragrant pine
rises also from vague beds of heady needles
in your rural past. And today’s savouring
of your young son’s self-liberation emerges
from its oblivious storage of almost forty years.
And the resuscitating pulse in a flagrant poem
owes a measure of its happy current to your
decades of emotional prohibition, your
suspension in the numb ice of wordlessness.
A generous peace depends on your history’s
stingy drudgery, and a restful season
of seeing who you might really be
depends on the eons of not letting being, on
the contrast with not knowing you didn’t see.

After the Gale

Ivory spines disguise the oaks’ south sides,
slivers of sunshine lightening their rough
trunks. What furrowed pallor, what dignity:
spires anchored to all others underneath,
delight clad in the plucked bones of winter.
What diligence, what staid bystanding: a
throng of distinct ascetics, enmeshed horde
of collective loners. It’s as if they’re
avowing how steadfastness, soon resumed,
enroots in you your essential locale.

D. R. James, a year+ into retirement from nearly 40 years of teaching college writing, literature, and peace studies, lives, writes, and cycles with his psychotherapist wife in the woods near Saugatuck, Michigan. His latest of ten collections are Mobius Trip and Flip Requiem (Dos Madres Press, 2021, 2020), and his prose and poems have appeared internationally in a wide variety of print and online anthologies and journals.

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Poetry Drawer: steve zmijewski asks me a question: on asking melissa: wanna walk?: on receiving a job promotion: on telling Joseph Fulkerso by Tohm Bakelas 

steve zmijewski asks me a question

“quick question hot shot
when you’re a feature, how many
poems do you read”

on asking melissa: wanna walk?

she says: “i’m knee deep
in organizing my desk,
do you ever work?”

on receiving a job promotion

boss asks, “do you own
anything other than jeans?”
I laugh, then say “no”

on telling Joseph Fulkerson about receiving scathing rejections because I title my haikus

he says, “of course people
are upset, tohm… you’re
challenging tradition.”

Tohm Bakelas is a social worker in a psychiatric hospital. He was born in New Jersey, resides there, and will die there. His poems have been printed widely in journals, zines, and online publications all over the world.  He is the author of twenty-four chapbooks and several collections of poetry, including “Cleaning the Gutters of Hell” (Zeitgeist Press, 2023).  He is the editor of Between Shadows Press

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Poetry Drawer: The amaranthine fairy by Paweł Markiewicz

Like sparkles of dreamery – fantasy,
born from hundreds of thoughts and from memories,
you encompass the world of mythology.
Here and there plenty of effusions.

Fairy – she-paramour of druids, priests,
kiss a fairway of starlets and the moon!
In you a hope of dazzling, wistful bards.
Ancient is the myth like cave of Plato.

You go away and fly away such eagle.
The mirror of ontology shows time.
Your poetries so delicate such flax.
Eudemonia will live softly in us.

You are autumn fantasy, born from oak.
Like rain of demand you fill chivalry.
Stars of non-destruction need your verdict.
Thoughts with miracles – vast eternity.

The soft-mossy tombstones are only yours.
Such rook you sing song – bards-desperados.
I adore Kant’s heaven – it is my time.
The bards honour the autumnal fairies.

Such refreshing yesterday-rain you are.
You are inspired like dreamy Erlkings.
You narrate myths, legends – having a glaive.
You glare at a mirror of timelessness.

In clouds of homeland dreameries come true,
when your romantic tear – fay-like tear-gem,
becharms a world of the Morningstar – whole.
Pixie, your canzone is crystal clear.

Midnight, the winglets of dreams carry you,
when the thousands of kings of oaks wake up.
Sparrows, magpies think of heaven – it’s blue,
filled with comet-dust and star-dust of mine.

Monuments of distant and drunk nature,
praise your meek, amaranthine liberty.
You are sprite – she-guide of Nature-mother
Through, like rainbow-shine, dreamed eternity.

glaive – archaic: sword

Paweł Markiewicz was born 1983 in Siemiatycze in Poland. He is poet who lives in Bielsk Podlaski and writes tender poems, haiku as well as long poems. Paweł has published his poetries in many magazines. He writes in English and German.

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Poetry Drawer: A Day of Performance by Sushant Thapa

The patio is open to the sky.
A tangerine coloured sun singing
The wakeful anthem,
The lulling buzz of
The mother’s song.
Motes of emotions
Resurfacing with
The breeze of time.
The mother’s song
Performed by the happiest lady
Of the world for her home
Ticks and rhymes with the background
Of an old Grandfather clock.
The song speaks of heard future affections
Which is shareable among her children.
Butterflies rise close
To the feathered approach
To perform an unplanned
Choir of life,
The rising reflection—close to wonder.
The air of spices
In the open patio,
Hullabaloo of children’s play.
Every far crier must know that
Voice is the genesis of performance.
The children play with voiced joy.
The sunflower is also a performer
Outside the wooded window
When it faces the sun.
The window also performs to see
Along with me.

Sushant Thapa is from Biratnagar, Nepal. He has published four books of poems: The Poetic Burden and Other Poems (Authorspress, New Delhi, 2020), Abstraction and Other Poems (Impspired, UK, 2021), Minutes of Merit (Haoajan, Kolkata, 2021), Love’s Cradle (World Inkers Printing and Publishing, USA and Africa, 2023). He is an English lecturer to undergraduate level students of BBA and BIT at Nepal Business College, Biratnagar, Nepal. He holds an M.A. in English literature from Jawaharlal Nehru University, New Delhi, India. He has been published in print, online, school book and anthologies around the world. He also writes Flash Fictions, Short Stories and Book Reviews. 

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Poetry Drawer: Under the Same Sky by Sonali Chanda 

You did remember you and I; we
both took birth under the same sky.

And one day my shape was under threat; let the dark turn
more dark to disappear my fate.
What’s the fate?
You wrote as per your choice.
To kill my unborn child, to tear off my privacy, you went wild.
I am also that mother’s daughter, a daughter who had to stand in fire.
Let the fire raise, let my ashes fly
in the same sky under which
your mother was born.
You tore each of my petals,
my limbs and my soul too.
But you forgot I can rise again
from the ashes where
you ended the lust of your dick.

I forgot we once took birth
under the same sky.
I only remember you tore my strap and left some pieces of brawn.

But I won’t pray for your mercy,
I am not crippled any way; don’t expect any light from me- I chose
to rebel in dark
against your forcing rape.

Sonali Chanda is an eminent poet/writer/reviewer from Kolkata, India. She pursued her Post graduation degree in English literature and language from Burdwan University. At present ,she is pursuing her Phd in Post modern English Language, Indigenous Language of India, different usages of phonetics in Language. Her three books published and running successfully in Amazon and Flipcart Platform. She won the Nissim International award in 2020 for ” the excellence in Writing” for her Debut Travelogue Ladakh- Enroute Tibetan Taboos “.

Poetry Drawer: On the Edge: The Gospel of the Delivery Man: Not Your Stooge: The Hare’s Lament: Zen Procrastination: That Ego Of Yours: Shadow People by Joseph Farley

On the Edge

I am not the one
To lead the herd,
The one that chooses the path
That leads to the cliff
And the necessary fall
And slaughter.

I would rather be the one
Who stays
At the edge of the herd
Watching and worrying
About the wolves,
And the men dressed in hides
That set fires, and fan the smoke.
No. I am not the one to lead.
I am the one to start to fight,
Or try to change the direction
Of the wind.

The Gospel of the Delivery Man

Pizza I give you,
And cash you give me,
Hopefully more
Than the price of the bill.

There has to be
A tip in there somewhere.
My wages are low
And barely cover
The cost of gas.

Someday with luck
And lottery tickets,
I will have a nice house,
Like you do,
And be able to send out
For food as well.

Until then, I shall dine
On oatmeal for breakfast,
A free hoagie
For lunch,
And the cheese fries
I forgot to give you
And you failed
To mention.

Not Your Stooge

No. I will not be
Your stooge.
I will be
My own buffoon,

Without need
Of eye pokes
Or theatre
Or television
Audience.

The pratfalls
Will be real,
Known only
By those
Who chance
To be around.

The laughter,
If any,
Will be gathered
And kept in a can
To be served later
Along with
Cold duck soup.

The Hare’s Lament

No. I can not do it,
Fulfill the expectations
Required of me
To exist.

All this breathing
In and out,
Foraging on all fours,
The fear of things
With sharper teeth or beaks
And claws.

There has to be
A better way,
A life one could
Truly live.

I sense it out there,
Somewhere,
A different incarnation
Worth living
Or dying for.

Zen Procrastination

Poetry is one of the ways
I delay dealing
With reality,
All those duties
And responsibilities.

Who needs them
And their
Anxiety ridden
Timetables?

The poet revels
In the now.
In the moment
All is glorious.

Let’s not talk
About later.
Later will be
A mess,

But possibly
Another opportunity
For poems
if we’re both lucky.

That Ego Of Yours

It is an ugly monster,
larger than your shadow.
It won’t stay behind you.
It wants to walk up front.
It obscures your vision
and the path you travel.

You wish you could
get rid of it.
You have tried.
You can’t.

Exorcised, it returns.
It only takes
a single compliment
to grow from nothing
to a looming mass
taller than
the Statue of Liberty.

When will you learn?
Never it seems.

“You could be so nice
if you weren’t
such an asshole.”

Shadow People

I do not fear the shadows.
That is where I hide best.
I watch the world of sunlight
And know it is not mine.
I dwell where the others are,
Vacant but not alone.
Where we are is where we must be
For our faces seem
Too horrible
For those who walk in the light,
But, as for ourselves,
We know we have value
And beauty of a kind.
Maybe the many
Cannot appreciate
Who or what we are,
But the strange
Will know the strange,
And recognize them
As kin,
No matter where they are
Or what their particular sin.

Joseph Farley has had over 1350 poems and 140 short stories published. His 11 poetry collections include Suckers, Her Eyes, Longing For The Mother Tongue, and Yellow Brick Pilgrim. His fiction books include Labor Day, Once Upon A Time In Whitechapel, Farts and Daydreams, and For The Birds.

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