Poetry Drawer: The Nymph of the Ouse: Star Seeds: Intractable by Dr Susie Gharib

The Nymph of the Ouse

If I could spend one day with Virginia Woolf,
I would sail to St. Ives in her lovely boat,
alight at the lighthouse which she cherished most
and contemplate the waves of her literary shores.

If I could spend an evening with Virginia Woolf,
I would go to Oxbridge to consume some gorgeous food,
then saunter with her on the turf
that was once denied to her foot,
without hearing a single, admonishing voice.

If I could ask a favour of Virginia Woolf,
I would entreat her not to fill her pockets
with heavy stones,
not to interrupt the streams of consciousness,
that connect the masses with literary gold.

Star Seeds

With webs of nerves attuned to the spheres,
they see multiple numbers on clocks and screens,
and think of themselves as missionaries.

Estranged from human beings and milieus
by outlandish traits,
they are considered by most people as lonely freaks.

Telepathic,
with myriads of Déjà vus,
they also see dreams that always come true.

Intractable

Like a frantic wind that is unsure which direction to take,
my little dog whimsically zigzags its way,
sniffing the scattered refuse of residents and pedestrians –
be it a rotting chicken bone,
a poisoned mouse,
or the carcass of a bird
that was not lucky enough to obtain a burial place-
straining all my muscles in the process of arduous feats,
and trying the utmost of my patience.

This is how each morning begins,
with a repetition in the afternoon and early evening,
a battle of wills,
in which I always give in.

Dr Susie Gharib is a graduate of the University of Strathclyde with a PhD on the work of D.H. Lawrence. Her poetry and fiction have appeared in Adelaide Literary Magazine, Green Hills Literary Lantern, A New Ulster, Crossways, The Curlew, The Pennsylvania Literary Journal, Ink Pantry, Mad Swirl, Miller’s Pond Poetry Magazine, and Down in the Dirt.

Susie’s first book (adapted for film), Classic Adaptations, includes Charlotte Bronte’s Villette, Virginia Woolf’s The Waves, and D.H. Lawrence’s Lady Chatterley’s Lover.

You can find more of Susie’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Books From The Pantry: Saving Fruit by Lynda Plater (Wayleave Press) reviewed by Neil Leadbeater

Lynda Plater lives in Lincolnshire. She has been writing poetry for 40 years and has had work published in Stand, Verse and Rialto among others. Her first collection, Three Seasons for Burning, was published by Wayleave Press in 2015.  Last year she was the recipient of the coveted Frogmore Poetry Prize for her poem ‘The Revd. Michael Woolf on his way to a parishioner in need’.

Saving Fruit, her second Wayleave pamphlet, moves along familial lines by focusing on various members of her family who worked as cockle collectors and market gardeners on the Lincolnshire coast and marshland during the first half of the twentieth century.

The collection opens with a portrait of her great grandmother washing sheets in a lean-to with white-washed walls. Washing sheets in 1908 was hard work compared to today. One of the many strengths of this collection is Plater’s depictions of just how hard work was in those days:

Wringing out water
made the skin
of her hands flayed.
Muscles ached
with mangle turn.
The clothes line drawn down
sagged with the weight
of sodden linen
which dripped down
the nape of her neck.

In the next poem we are introduced to her great grandfather who is raking cockles at a sand shelf. Reading this poem we get a real sense of a man battling against the elements, pitching himself against the vast horizons of the North Sea while his horse ‘sleep-filled, / sandfly tired, utters snorts’ waiting for his master to load the cart with cockles.

‘Midsummer harvest, 1911’ describes a photograph which is itself a snapshot in time. Several of the poems in this collection have dates in their titles which helps us to set them in context. They are also printed in chronological order running from 1908 through to 2018. There are, of course, many gaps in between. Most of the poems at the start of the collection cover the period from 1908 to 1921.

Many of the poems are centred on domesticated rural life: fruit preserving, a great grandmother gathering samphire near the shoreline, cockle selling, ploughing, bread-making, lessons in sailing.

Several poems depict the changing seasons. In ‘Turning’, we are reminded that not only the soil but also the planet is turning and that autumn is sliding into winter. The vast open spaces of the county are summoned up in the final stanza:

The tractor turned
in a long landscape
and flakes of gulls
turned with it.
The old man watched,
felt its coming,
knife-edged furrows
meeting in the gather
of earth for fallow.
And on its passing
he was with gulls
between their flight;
saw the ploughshare
steeling straight.

In this collection, the natural world is all around us. In ‘Sailing lesson’, a heron, startled by a sudden close encounter rises out of the reed beds; in ‘Jar of clay’, curlews ‘break soft molluscs / in rising light’ out on the mudflats and in ‘The ring ouzel, November 2018’, the small bird ‘slow-grey eyed’ with ‘a white collar like a pastor’ catches the poet’s attention as the season rolls on and the theme of migration takes hold.

Whether she is writing about rooks in winter, a murmuration of starlings, outdoor labour in frosted fields or time spent in the service of the Lincolnshire Yeomanry in Egypt and Palestine during the First World War, Plater’s vivid descriptions pay tribute to her family by taking us back into the past and giving us a glimpse of how life was lived a century ago.

The cover image, ‘Apple’, a watercolour by Lynda Plater, is the perfect fit for this collection.

Poetry Drawer: Poet Staggers Cancels Out the Dark: Candle of My Night: Chicago: Closure: Anticipation by Michael Lee Johnson

Poet Staggers Cancels Out the Dark

There is a poem in my heart
a stop-gap love that cancels
the chamber beats.
I can’t dismiss the cane I walk with
or the heavy, pounding heart, missing breath.
There are prayers of my past etched
in abuse that I delete pictures about—
my brain recycles ruminations.
I can’t delete beats or add them.
I’m waiting for the final fall—
when the gym whistle around my neck
from grade 8 basketball class squeals
out an Amber Alert for a dying old man.

They say I’m a poet, a word dabbler
dripping sap from an old maple tree—
tin can worshiper catching leftover sins.
I face the world left, head-on.
A shot of cheap vodka
drained from an 80 Proof-1.75 Liter—
lemon and lime juice mixed in reminds me
of Charles Bukowski’s mic and desk
beers lined up for consumption elongated
in order, on the table—
those L.A. Street whores, bitches,
fantasies of men past 60.

I can’t delete past swear words,
rearrange old events, distinguish
melody from harmony notes
at the Symphony Orchestra echoes
of poor past performances.

Let me gamble what’s left: aces, spades.
Joker is bankrupt, my crucified self.
Silence over spoken reflects
quietness nibbling of self.

Candle of My Night

In the candle of my night
I see you blinking your eyes,
pink with a magnanimous
a vocabulary of mythology,
a Nordic star, shy,
shining in blondness,
resorting, shuffling
back and forth like a
loaded deck of cards,
lead-weighted-
your lost teardrops
through the years,
your esteem.
Quarter plugger dollar player
jukebox sing-along,
you’re but a street slut,
musical bars and chairs.
You stretch your loins
over the imagination of penises
like a condom. Protected, fruit
preserved on your spreading branches.
You wake up with sun tone memories
then the darkness, those mythical
tales and lost poems of the Poetic Edda
or Marvel comics.
You urinate morning dreams,
thoughts, remnants away.
You aren’t my first memory—
candle by night.

Chicago

I walk in a pillow of cinder.
Flames apart from this night still ignite.
I am still determining where I live in a yellow mist,
muddled in early morning white fog.
I lost my compass in a manhole, dumped, dazed in thought.
The L trains still flow on decrepit tracks.
I toss ruminating imagination into Lake Michigan.
A loyalist at heart, Chicago will have no mercy, memory of me.
I will decry my passing and die like the local city
Chicago River rats, raccoon divers, and smog.
Mayor Daley hardly remembers his own name, less mine.
I lie to daybreak in shadow grass.
Sins stick on my body like bee honey.
This old Chicago, Chi-town, grungy streets,
elderly brick buildings shagged out.
Apart from the moors stapling down
luxury boats in the harbor,
let’s not be fooled on any night,
Al Capone still rules this town.

Closure

With age, my room
becomes small—
roots gather beneath
my thoughts in bundles—
exits are few.
The purr of romance.
The bark of leaving lovers,
fall leaves in distress.
Animals in the distance
deer, wolf calls,
birds of prey,
eyes of barn owls
those coyotes.
I see the bridge,
the cross-over line
not far away.
When this ticker
stops, livor mortis
purple is dominant,
all living quarters of the heart.
From here, the dimmed light
of dawn twinkles
takes on a new meaning,
not far.

Anticipation

I watch out my condo window
this winter, packing up and leaving for spring.
I structure myself in a dream as
Moko Jumbie, masquerader
on stilts. I lean out my balcony
window in anticipation.
Dead branches, snow paper-thin,
brown spots, shared spaces.
A slug of Skol vodka,
a glass of cheap sweet
Carlo Rossi rose red wine.
I wait these last few days out.
That first robin,
The beginning of brilliance—
crack, emerald dark, these colours.

Michael Lee Johnson lived ten years in Canada during the Vietnam era. Today he is a poet in the greater Chicagoland area, IL. He has 313 plus YouTube poetry videos. Michael Lee Johnson is an internationally published poet in 46 countries, a song lyricist, has several published poetry books, has been nominated for 7 Pushcart Prize awards, and 6 Best of the Net nominations. He is editor-in-chief of 3 poetry anthologies, all available on Amazon, and has several poetry books and chapbooks. He has over 653 published poems. Michael is the administrator of 6 Facebook Poetry groups. Member of Illinois State Poetry Society.

You can find more of Michael’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: My Flesh and Clothing Have Been Torn/Scenes From 39Th St., Pt. 1/ February South-Central Missouri/Um, Goldman Sachs? Soon to be Forgotten by Jason Ryberg

My Flesh and Clothing Have Been Torn
for the OAC gang


There
is
a house
on stilts, deep
in the piney back-
woods just off HWY D, outside
Cooper’s Hill, Missouri, where there are also 8 or
9 broke down cars and trucks and other farm
           implements, including most of what must have
been a tractor. And my loyal guide dogs abandoned
me a long time ago, and my
flesh and clothing have
been torn by
bramble
vine,
and
I
swear
I heard
whispering.

Scenes From 39Th St., Pt. 1

The Poet with The Hole in His Throat
was busy soaking copies of Black Like Me
in gasoline, shouting I told you crackers
what I’d do the next time I saw one of these things!

And the Eastern Academic Elitist Poet
(from (eastern-most) Hoboken) was
attempting to set Tennyson’s Charge Of
The Light Brigade
to jaw harp, tone box and oboe.
And the ferocious Celtic / Valkyrie Poet
was feasting on the still-beating hearts
of all the fallen poets foolish enough
to have fallen for her Celtic siren song.
And God’s Angry Poet was casting out
the undercover Homeland Security Man
with Lilies of the Field and various
lyrical incantations and the street preachers
were ladling snake oil from a fifty-gallon drum
while some faintly unwholesome character
claiming to be the latest incarnation of the Bodhisattva
was saying to everyone and anyone on the street
HEY, PULL MY FINGER! PULL MY FINGER!
And then the ten-thousand myriad archetypes
became strangely quiet and still, the stars all stopped,
momentarily, in their places and the angels
and demons ceased their square-dancing on the heads
of pins and ten-penny nails, everywhere.
And still the Lonely Backwoods Bukowski-
Wanna-Be Poet sat there in a dank sub-basement
corner of his imagination, mindlessly ringing
wind chimes made from throwing stars, winding
and re-winding the ancient mechanical cricket of his art.

February / South-Central Missouri

A two lane black-top
     twisting through the trees and hills
     of February
     in South-Central Missouri
     like a river of tarmac,
          cracked and potted, here and there.

Um, Goldman Sachs?

It
all
started
with a BANG,
BANG, BANG at the door
and it’s 7 o’clock in the                         ?
morning on a Saturday, which, I only do, these
days, for $30 an hour (or more)
     but really would prefer not to do at all
when 8 or 9 or even 10 is such a more
     reasonable and civilized hour to haul one-self
     up from the deep wishing well of dreams, like
you were some kind of recently reanimated corpse
     that must have been violently
dispatched and hastily disposed of only the night
before, now rudely disturbed to
find what can only
be described
(kindly,
of
course),
as
a
gaggle
of dowdy
and bovine old gals
standing on your porch, asking you,
(free of irony): Sir, do you know who rules the world?

Soon to be Forgotten

A faded pick-up truck (what once must have been
     something between powder blue and sea foam green)
     sits out another season by the edge of the
field, nearly over-taken and claimed for one of their
     own, by the wood’s ever-expansive
layers of saplings, soon to be forgotten by the
outside, busy-body world of
people, money and
the witless
passage
of
time.

Jason Ryberg is the author of eighteen books of poetry, six screenplays, a few short stories, a box full of folders, notebooks and scraps of paper that could one day be (loosely) construed as a novel, and, a couple of angry letters to various magazine and newspaper editors. He is currently an artist-in-residence at both The Prospero Institute of Disquieted P/o/e/t/i/c/s and the Osage Arts Community, and is an editor and designer at Spartan Books. His latest collection of poems is Fence Post Blues (River Dog Press, 2023). He lives part-time in Kansas City, MO with a rooster named Little Red and a Billy-goat named Giuseppe and part-time sand wonderful woodland critters.omewhere in the Ozarks, near the Gasconade River, where there are also many strange and wonderful woodland critters. 

You can find more of Jason’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: Summer Clouds: Nostalgia: Pages of the Past by Sally Lee

Summer Clouds

a simpler time
a grim picture of our stilled lives.
sitting underneath words, yet moving.
there is still a gap created by the human need 
people suspect that the good outweighs the bad, 
it doesn’t look that way. 
by late summer they rule the garden.

Finding light in the beautiful sea
Even when we’re far from home 

June is dawning down on me 
Even when we’re far from home 
Me and my truth, sitting in silence 
Still all the colours, vivid for you
Safe to take a step out
Even when we’re far from home 

Nostalgia

This is where the adventures were made
Where little girls went up and down slides
Grounds into lava and the sky into space

This is where my favourite meals were cooked
The sight of my mother’s back with an apron 
The scent of eggs and spices filling the room

This is where everyone would shop for their groceries
A small market with a warm lady
Greeting each customer under the yellowish light

This is where all the kids would run to after school
A tiny shop filled with cheap toys and rainbow notebooks
Children running to get their hands on the newest snacks

This is where all the big kids with big backpacks go
Big rooms and aligned desks 
Whiteboards with numbers and shapes
This is where we would hide on a sunny day
Fresh watermelon cut into cubes 
Grandma brushing her fingers through my hair

This is where we jumped ropes 
The ground covered with chalk 
The sun caressing our backs

Pages of the Past 

The gardens of fairytales
A pastel scenery with sour sweet scents 
Colourful tulips and butterflies hence
Truly, where all the magic begins
Memories left to reminisce

Sally Lee is a student at an international school in Seoul, South Korea. Immersed in a multicultural environment, she draws inspiration from the diverse cultures and experiences around her. She is currently working on her writing portfolio.

Poetry Drawer: The dreameries with Egyptian cats by Paweł Markiewicz

I looked at the window of my villa
and it was midnight.
The brown cat meowed.
He is the guardian of many blissful melancholies.
He is the crimson memory of philosophers.
He is a signpost for golden-hearted poets.
I am tender ancient sage.
I am the poet of time.
I am a becharmed friend of the dawn.

I looked at the aperture of my home
and it was meek morn.
The black cat purred.
He is the protector of the soft, eternal treasure.
He is silver recollection from dazzling nature.
He is a sign of an ancient charming culture.
I am a primeval charm.
I am a lyrist of spell.
I am a companion full of hearts.

I looked at the casement of my habitat.
It was time – Blue Hours.
The fawn cat drank milk.
He is the custodian of musing, Dionysian legends.
He is the golden remembrance of philosophers.
He is an indication of the Golden Fleece.
I am prehistoric thoughts.
I am a bard from wizards.
I am familiar of Plato-cave.

May three cats be shrouded forever! – thus
in the tenderness of the stardust,
fallen in love with amaranthine-celestial Gods,
in afterglow of amazingly tender druids.

Paweł Markiewicz was born 1983 in Siemiatycze in Poland. He is poet who lives in Bielsk Podlaski and writes tender poems, haiku as well as long poems. Paweł has published his poetries in many magazines. He writes in English and German.

You can find more of Paweł’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: Snack: Injury to insult: School by Andrew Ban

Snack

It’s dark out 
It’s cold out 
Any moment now the sun might come out 
But i can still hear the sound of people moving
The sound of people struggling 
The sound of people trying their best to live in this harsh society
I thought i wasn’t getting much sleep these days 
These people don’t sleep at all
I lay in my bed
My body devoured 
I lay there staring up to the ceiling 
I think to myself 
It must be freezing cold outside
How can those people have the motivation to go out at this time
I feel a chill down my spine 
Somethings not right but i don’t know what
I think eating a snack would solve the problem
I stand up and go look for some food
I sit down with all the food i scavenged 
A tuna can, some leftover chicken and some ramen
Todays hunt was successful i thought 
I will make it my mission to finish this as fast as i can
I dig in quickly 
I eat ’til there is nothing left 
except the last chicken leg 
After this i can finally go to bed with a full stomach 
I pick it up 
And I..
Beep beep beep…
wake up 

Injury to insult

The only time i insult someone is when 
I get insulted, that’s why you should 
Add injury to an insult
You have to stand up for yourself 
When you insult them
Make sure to injure them as well
And don’t just minorly injure them
Permanently damage them
So they don’t have to come to school 
So that they don’t have to all this nasty homework 
I wish I don’t have to come to school anyways
I’m not sure about you
But personally i was taught to never take any disrespect from anyone 
Me personally, i would have to add injury to insult

School 

I wish that it ended. She keeps talking and talking. I’m not listening, who is? Nobody listening there, all sleeping. School is such a waste. 

I wish that time stopped. I never thought it was fun. Schools should host more parties. We stayed there until 9. It ended in a flash.

I wish that he didn’t. Throwing that beautiful ramen away. I’m inside the school starving. While he wastes that ramen. My poor beautiful delicious ramen.

Andrew Ban is a student attending an international school in South Korea. He loves writing in his free time, and his other hobbies include cross-country and bike riding. He has recently published in Inlandia: A Literary Journal, Dunes Review, The Elevation Review,  Rigorous and Mortal Magazine.

Poetry Drawer: Winter Wind: Enchantment: Midnight Sky by Karen Lee

Winter Wind

Eyes reflecting the flickering of the lanterns
waiting for the ringing of the doorbell and the tapping of heels.
The white tail swirls, catching in the branches,
while snowflakes dance outside, flying in the wind.
raindrops drumming a lonely tune on the splintered wood.

Enchantment

Frosty December evenings 
were filled with whispers of Santa’s sleigh,
cutting through the midnight sky as I looked out the window,
eight years old, convinced I could
see the shimmer of Santa’s sleigh streaking across the stars,
hearing the jingle of the bells outside our window.
Red stockings were hung with glitter, presents wrapped in green.
Children see magic because they look for it.”
I looked for magic in the half-eaten cookies and a thank you note
from Santa written in loopy script,
hope for a jolly man in a red suit to arrive and for red-nosed reindeers
to whisk me away.

With every year the sparkling lights become a decoration;
I no longer force myself awake,
straining to hear the sound of sleigh bells on the roof. Instead
the spark remains
in the laughter of the children, gifts being unwrapped, 
and the sound of Christmas carols lightly whispering childhood
enchantment.
Magic is never gone; it is hidden beneath red carpets on
silent, starry Christmas lights,
waiting to be found again.

Midnight Sky

cutting through the dimming stars as we looked out to the open,
searching for hope in the cold air and dark sky
and the sound of cheerful tunes lightly whispering for innocence
Dreams are never gone; they are hidden beneath the grass on
silent, starry summer days 

Lanterns flicker over the Han River market, casting
pools of beer across the dancing stalls. 

Fresh-baked hotteok and grilled mackerel accompany the 
vendor’s yells.

Karen Lee is a high school from South Korea and currently attending school in Virginia. She has an unquenchable passion for both writing and drawing. In preparation for her future academic endeavours, she is diligently compiling her writing portfolio and has recently received an acceptance to Iowa Young Writer’s Studio, a distinguished programme that identifies and nurtures emerging writing talent.

Poetry Drawer: Shelter by Bimal Kishore Shrtivastwa

Earlier, my village lane,
Accompanied by the gentle breeze,
Was the haven,
For the tired traders and tillers
To resume their chores.

Earlier, the lush green field,
Bordered by dahlia blooms,
Was the seat
For the crying, lone lads
To attain stamina, smile for play.

The shades of sal-trees,
Dancing with the chirping mynas,
Provided shelter
For the overburdened parents
To barter their traumas for new errands.

But now the lane,
The green field and the sal-trees
Brood for sheltering
The honest statesmen, administrators
To adopt corruption and dishonesty.

Bimal Kishore Shrivastwa, PhD, is an Assistant Professor of English at Degree Campus Tribhuvan University, Biratnagar, Nepal. An anthology of his poems is published from Litlight Publication, Pakistan. Other poems from Mr. Shrivastwa are published from the UK, USA, Bangladesh, India, and Nepal. Besides teaching, Mr. Shrivastwa loves indulging in anything creative.

Poetry Drawer: Fabricated Reality by Rajendra Ojha (Nayan) 

Rejoice or dislike, detest or love the way this world works,
You can think whatever your internal soul says.
No matter even if the absolute reality is denied by everyone,
It will remain the same and doesn’t need fabricated support.

Agree or disagree, whatever you want to do,
Here, the arena is highly rooted in fabricated relative reality.
Fabricated reality supports fabricated epistemology,
And fabricated epistemology brings delusive humanity.

Fabrication dilutes the reality of changing absolute reality,
For what it strengthens its inner monarch—
To create an even more practical yet delusive understanding of the world.

Many dark souls are likely to be hidden within this fabricated world,
This world— where the golden sun emits the black rays.
But the world with absolute reality that we merely have time to dive in,
is unbound in our fabricated relative reality.

And this world, with fabricated realities,
May be shielded by the computer assimilation.
Or a dream of somebody else’s, from where we can never come out,
Because we might not actually exist.

Rajendra Ojha (Nayan) is a Nepalese poet, philosopher, social researcher, social worker, and EU-certified trainer. He also served as a citizen diplomat for three months under the ‘Ministry of Population and Environment’ in 2018 in Switzerland for the diplomatic program of the Minamata Convention, which was held in Geneva, Switzerland. Poems and philosophical writings of Rajendra Ojha have been published in various national as well as international literary journals from Nepal, the U.S.A., India, China, Russia, Spain, Myanmar, England, Greece, and Pakistan in both Nepalese and English. He has also published two anthologies, ‘Through the World’ (a collection of experimental poems) and ‘Words of Tiger’ (a collection of philosophical and psychological poems), in 2011 and 2019, respectively. Mr. Rajendra Ojha has been honoured by two major prestigious awards named ‘Asia’s Outstanding Internship Solution Provider Award 2020/21’ and ‘Dadasaheb Phalke Television Award 2023’ respectively for his work as a ‘Social Researcher’ as well as a ‘Social Worker’ (activities related to social responsibility), respectively in 2021 and 2023.