Poetry Drawer: The Frog’s Voices: When I Am Old: Long Lost Memories: Memories of Grief Were Forgotten: What Are Those Strange Images, Which I Think I See? by James G. Piatt

The Frog’s Voices

I listen to the voices of night frogs croaking,
in the late hours of the night, and try to
understand the meaning of their messages
echoing off the silver moon:

Their hoarse voices curl through my sleepy,
mind, sewing strange thoughts from long-
forgotten memories, in my mind. In the midst
of their croaking, they speak to me
in their language of sorrow.

During the fading hours of the night, I search
for metaphors to translate the
meaning of the frog’s melancholy
mutterings as their voices continue
to burst into the mysterious emptiness
of the moonlit night, but all I end up with are
strange symbols.

When I Am Old

When I can no longer see
stars crawl lazily though
the vastness of sky

on silver moonbeams,
or the beauty of verdant trees
in secret hollow glens,
and my weary bones
and ashen hair
tell me I am no longer young
and it is useless to
believe in magic anymore
or see elves and sprites
dancing in meadows fallow,
I will feel sorrow’s weight
upon my shoulders.

Long Lost Memories

Amidst the cold, brisk gales
        On an abandoned winter night,
Long-lost memories
        Suddenly burst forth
 Inside the billowing steam, spewing
        From an ancient iron horse
As it disappeared into the
        Unforgiving gap of dark fears
Riding on rusted iron rails,
        And I wept in sorrow.

Memories of Grief Were Forgotten

Emerging in the hours of an iron-colored metallic
night, rusting symbols covered with an aging patina
of dark contractions whispered across an old man’s
ebbing life, causing him anguish.

Crystal poems written in scarlet ink were shattered
by metaphorical hammers pounding words of grief
into gloomy synonyms and causing dark allegories
to ache inside the cold dreariness of his aging mind.

Images of broken tombstones in a field of unknown
graves entered his consciousness and his trail of
tears melted into the cemetery’s soil, damping it
with more sorrow than it could hold.

He sensed dark, once-forgotten memories being
awakened, but as sharp pangs of grief started
piercing his collapsing mind, the tainted memories in
the blink of Meng Po’s eye were forgotten, and
calmness ensued.

What Are Those Strange Images, Which I Think I See?

Is it helplessness
Suspended in rust-coated visions,

The hallucinatory echo of
An old broken tenor saxophone,

An antediluvian sea where
Dead things scream at midnight,

A place where abandoned women
Cut their hair with broken glass shears

While they painfully paint crimson roses,
On their bedroom walls?

Is it a shattered, rusted nightmare that
Tastes metallic like rusted blood,

Desires twisting like toxic tendrils
inside poisonous mushrooms,

A white psychedelic pill that
Confuses similes with syntax,

Or a dark poem about death inside
A nightmare that haunts a poet’s mind?

Is it a melancholy song sung by
A bone-thin chanteuse in a shadowy bar,

A decaying memory corroding
Atop a broken cement tombstone, or

perhaps a cemetery where ghosts devour reality, and
whose skeletal hands scrape at your bones?

James, a retired Professor and octogenarian is a Best of Web nominee and three time Pushcart nominee and has had five poetry books The Silent Pond, (2012), Ancient Rhythms, (2014), LIGHT, (2016), Solace Between the Lines, (2019), and Serenity (2022), 1770 poems, five novels, and thirty-five short stories published in scores of national and international magazines, anthologies, and books. He earned his doctorate from BYU, and his BS and MA from California State Polytechnic University, SLO. He lives in Santa Ynez, California, with his wife Sandy, and a dog named Scout. His great, great aunt and uncle, Sarah Morgan Bryan Piatt, and John James Piatt were prolific poets in the 1800s.

You can find more of James’ work here on Ink Pantry.

Books From The Pantry: The Second of August by Peter J Donnelly

Peter J Donnelly lives in York where he works as a hospital secretary. He has a MA in Creative Writing and a degree in English Literature from the University of Wales Lampeter. Thanks are due to the Dreich magazine, Writer’s Egg, Southlight and South Bank, where some of these poems have previously appeared. His poetry has also been published in other magazines and anthologies including One Hand Clapping, Black Nore Review, Ink, Sweat and Tears, Obsessed with Pipework, High Window and The Beach Hut. The 22 won second prize in the Ripon Poetry Festival competition in 2021 and The Second of August was a joint runner up in the Buzzwords open poetry competition in 2020.

Do check out his poetry collection by Alien Buddha Press: The Second of August by Peter J Donnelly

Also this great interview by Wombwell Rainbow.

Peter’s other collection, Solving the Puzzle is published by Alien Buddha Press.

Poetry Drawer: Summer is Dying: Bowl of Black Petunias: Memories Past: Now That I Desire by Michael Lee Johnson

Summer is Dying

Outside, summer is dying into fall,
and blue daddy petunias sprout ears—
hear the beginning of night chills.
In their yellow window box,
they cuddle up and fear death together.
The balcony sliding door
is poorly insulated, and a cold draft
creeps into all the spare rooms.

Bowl of Black Petunias

If you must leave me, please
leave me for something special,
like a beautiful bowl of black petunias—
for when the memories leak
and cracks appear
and old memories fade,
flowers rebuff bloom,
sidewalks fester weeds
and we both lie down
separately from each other
for the very last time.

Memories Past

(Hillbilly Daddy)

I settle into my thoughts
zigzagging between tears
my fathers’ grave—
Tippecanoe River
Indiana 1982.
Over now,
a hillbilly country
like the flow
catfish memories
raccoons in trees
coon dogs tracking
on the river bank,
the hunt.
Snapping turtles
in the boat
offline—
river flakes
to ice—
now covered
thick snow.

Now That I Desire

Now that I desire to be close to you
like two occupants sharing a twin bed
sensing the warmth of sweating shoulders,
hungering for your flesh like a wild wolf
leaning over an empty carcass,
you’re off searching unexplored cliffs,
climbing dangerous mountain tops,
capturing bumblebees in broken beer bottles for biology class,
pleasing plants, parachuting from clouds for fun.
In shadows, you’re closer to life, nonsense,
a princess of absurdity, a collector
of dreams and silent sounds.
In clouds, you build your own fantasy.
Share it with select celebrities.
But till this captive discovers a cure for caring,
a way of rescuing insatiable insanity,
or lives long enough to be patient in longing for you—
you must be vigilant,
for with time, snow will surely
blanket this warm desire.

Michael Lee Johnson lived ten years in Canada during the Vietnam era. Today he is a poet in the greater Chicagoland area, IL.  He has 289 YouTube poetry videos. Michael Lee Johnson is an internationally published poet in 44 countries, a song lyricist, has several published poetry books, has been nominated for 6 Pushcart Prize awards, and 6 Best of the Net nominations. He is editor-in-chief of 3 poetry anthologies, all available on Amazon, and has several poetry books and chapbooks. He has over 453 published poems. Michael is the administrator of 6 Facebook Poetry groups. Member Illinois State Poetry Society. Do not forget to consider me for Best of the Net or Pushcart nomination!

Poetry Drawer: The Traveller by Raja Chakraborty

boots, smelling of here and there, long roads, unending hours

motel beds and sullied skin, roughage along rugged cheekbones

harsh winter, seasons on turn, fireplace or heartburn, calm water-blue eyes

oregano flavoured evenings, albatross wings, words exchanged in hello or goodbye

one closed door after the other, new room, unkempt future, checked bills

half-eaten dinner for rats, tips on a desolate corner table, future sunrise

ignition key on the move, tyres screech release, to a new dream, new flag down

through untold stories, haunted myths or chinese- whisper, shadows live on

Born and brought up in Kolkata, India with parents having an intense interest in literature, Raja Chakraborty grew up in ambient surroundings. Chakraborty is a bilingual poet writing in Bengali and English. To date he has published five books of English poems, and six books of Bengali poems/rhymes. He is also a regular contributor to magazines and anthologies.

Inky Interview: Poet Adrian Mckenzie

Adrian McKenzie is a poet from Stoke-on-Trent, UK.

Please tell us about your poetry journey.

My journey began as a six-year-old kid that saw a rapper on Saturday morning television and was immediately fascinated by the way words fitted the drum pattern. Being a black kid in a suburban area, mum surrounded me with books as she wanted my work ethic and intelligence to overcome any racialised barriers. I was barely 10 years old when I became obsessed with the poem ‘Roman Wall Blues’ by W.H. Auden from one she’d bought. For the rest of my formal education I enjoyed English and creative writing but was never interested in poetry and hated literature analysis.

I was a people pleasing shy kid whose first love was music. Being raised in a church going household, I joined the local choir at 11 having dreamed about becoming a choir director and emulating my favourite gospel artists. Despite the ridicule I received for my voice, I left for university at 18 respected for my songwriting ability. It would be a place where my musical ambitions would peak. I went on to write for other singers and set up a gospel group that won regional awards.

Whilst at university I stumbled on spoken word during a search for rap battles and will never forget the awe of hearing ‘5 senses’ by renowned American poet Saul Williams. I would hone my style in online forums. Influences of battle rap and Saul can be found in my writing and performance to this day. I would be selected as one of the best up and comers by the local Poet Laureate within a few years of returning home to Birmingham. However, it took another move away to Stoke-on-Trent for me to become what I am now.

Can you share a poem with us and walk us through the idea behind it?

Scratches, cuts and breaks created plates
Waves across broken lines need no co-signs
Those with ears heard smiles
Hard times made hearts soft as vinyl
Stop, start continue for alignment
Its amazing we dance in silence as sound bites us
The bug nobody wants to squash or repel despite the danger of jezebels decibels
Just pile on the pylons so this soul train can never crash
We turn tables like bric a brac and from the crick and crack you can get with this or get with that
Pleasantries made relatives from battles that were stress relief
We pop locked our energies until joy thieves submerged
Lucifer son of the morning, we chased em out of earth

This piece could by summed up by the Bob Marley quote, “when music hits you feel no pain”. Like many of my poems, it is tightly packed with a few, if you know you know references.

It is rooted in the early origins and practices of hip hop which was founded by DJ Kool Herc. The DJ who would play cuts from different artists, scratching the record to create break beats. This is coupled with the idea of pain and I explore how we process music in spite of it.

Dance is referenced. When we dance it’s for us, others might join them even imitate things they like to share joy. Think weekend club nights. In hip hop, dance battles used to be a way of diffusing tension and negativity as well as express themselves.

What themes keep cropping up in your writing?

Identity / faith or belief / relationships/ humanity

What are you reading at the moment?

Nothing! Although I read a lot, it’s primarily for information rather than pleasure. True to my roots, you’ll see more influence in my writing from who I’m listening to.

What advice would you give to new poets?

Write and share from where you’re at. From the words you use, to your voice and the way you feel on and off the page. It’s all yours, nobody else’s, so embrace it.

Where is the best place to get copies of your work?

For printed copies you can find me on Amazon – I have two projects, Bless Yuh Art which is a year’s worth of poetry in the order it was inspired, and 7 on the back which was my first foray into self-publishing. However, if you want to see and experience my poetry from across the years – both my YouTube and Instagram pages have a number of videos.

Have you any upcoming performances?

I’ll be doing an online performance for Gloucestershire Poetry Society in the autumn, date to be confirmed, and I have a headline set at Voices from The Fountain in Walsall for May 2024. I’ll be putting up performances on my social media pages as soon as I know.

Facebook
Instagram
Bless Yuh Art
7 On The Back
Soundcloud
YouTube

Poetry Drawer: Goose – 1: The Mystery, Life: Brother Blood by Kushal Poddar

Goose – 1

This, a good place to begin
the circle, dear jogger, opens up
the park and the morning.

You should not stir the goodness
or the goose.
The skein of the waterfowls are scattered
in the pasture.
Today’s mood made them shells holding
a hollowness and a howl for the sea.

*

When the exotic wings glide in
the park the goose fights for her
boundary at first.

Zen eventuates. She settles between
the flocking birders and the winter’s
slaty sun.

We, the local walkers, already gave her
pet names. The goose stares hard
with its hundred names, native pride,
doubting vigilance.

The Mystery, Life

My mate finishes pissing.
He plays drunken bird toy
swaying on the port bow.

“Now we are out of wine
in our blood.” He slurs.
His voice is ash and sand.

The current streams five shades
of the river. A conical buoy oscillates
midst this concurrence.

“You may drown.” My shouting
sounds gay, buoyant. Sometimes
he does drown, emerges eaten by the fish.

And then we steal the boat
from the pier leased by his father
again and again.

Brother Blood

The brother who opens your id
and loses the key,
makes you drunk and piss
in your own yard as your wife
watches from the first floor boudoir
returns.

You know the grey. You know the why.
You know the honey
and the sting he hides.
You lower your guards in the ring,
let the blood ooze, trickle
down your chin and yet do not wipe
the corner of your mouth.

He offers your children a lift
to their school,
takes them for fun instead.
Nothing sharp, not more harm
than one pale ale too many,
your wife sees a blade
whenever sun catches his glasses.

He returns. He disappears.
You know where. You know why.

Kushal Poddar is the author of Postmarked Quarantine and has eight books to his credit. He is a journalist, father, and the editor of ‘Words Surfacing’. His works have been translated into twelve languages, published across the globe. 

Poetry Drawer: An Islet by Sushant Thapa 

My brick home of tough times
Looks like
My miniature islet.
Like some fantasy lovers
Dancing under the whole stranded sky
My miniature of an islet home
Has no address.
I cannot whisper my ill wind of ease
To my miniature islet home.
I admire members under its roof
The love is danced,
The love is greeted,
Love is treated.
To a remembered beloved
I address my islet.
One home I should build
For Imagination,
I often knock its door
Where my imagination wakes up,
Becomes a task doer,
Makes the world fitted in a room
More spacious.
But I want to walk in my garden!

Sushant Thapa is from Biratnagar, Nepal. He has published four books of poems: The Poetic Burden and Other Poems (Authorspress, New Delhi, 2020), Abstraction and Other Poems (Impspired, UK, 2021), Minutes of Merit (Haoajan, Kolkata, 2021), Love’s Cradle (World Inkers Printing and Publishing, USA and Africa, 2023). He is an English lecturer to undergraduate level students of BBA and BIT at Nepal Business College, Biratnagar, Nepal and Master’s level at Degree Campus. He also teaches English poetry to M.A. English students at Degree Campus. He holds an M.A in English literature from Jawaharlal Nehru University, New Delhi, India. He has been published in print, online, school book and anthologies around the world. He also writes Flash Fictions, Short Stories and Book Reviews.

You can find more of Sushant’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: Hand to Catch: Lobe to Lobe: Sleepy Whale #203 by Terry Brinkman

Hand to Catch

Her Face tickled by the zig zag stubble in the sea weed
She wore a Silk Rorschach mask to sleep in the clay
Like an Alabaster Ghost Woman face to face with a squid
Sleepy eyes, reading they start to wrinkle
Wild waves between her toes not her hand to catch
Sun sets star begin to twinkle
Woman raised her cap in an abruptly fetch
A bit damp waltzing as the cat’s tinkles’

Lobe to Lobe

Old Octopus woman camping on water
Lobe to Lobe
Gathering Tuff from the midland bogs
Lost her new red cap at stone cutters yard
Passed by the half-life of the old tramp
Dumping water and stones, from her left boot
Ninety nine times’ guilty only circumstantial
Un-weeded garden, grows no more
Wrongfully condemned, one more outrage
Curbstone requiem’s mass funeral was yesterday
They still love reading about her today

Sleepy Whale #203

Blood wet Irish Cephalopod
Try to remove haunting remorse
Of our Soul’s divorce
Lonely silence drinking the Church Broth
Emunctory wroth
Star thrown shadows follow the nights’ course
Like her burr sticking in the mane of a horse
Ruddy Wool’s haunting moth
Meadow of her murmuring water
Great brightness is the complaint
Robbing peter to pay Squatter’s Pub
Mercy of God, oh so faint
Henchman began the slaughter
Islamic of Sages and Saints

Terry Brinkman has been painting for over forty five years. Poems in Rue Scribe, Tiny Seed. Winamop, Snapdragon Journal, Poets Choice, Adelaide Magazine, Variant, the Writing Disorder, Ink Pantry, In Parentheses, Ariel Chat, New Ulster, Glove, and in Pamp-le-mousse, North Dakota Quarterly, Barzakh, Urban Arts, Wingless Dreamer, LKMNDS and Elavation.

You can find more of Terry’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: Years Weigh on You Like Steel Feathers: The Islands: Strange as it seems: The signifier and signified: What I shall leave you: Because: December Birds by Joe Farley

Years Weigh on You Like Steel Feathers

April and its madness,
December and its sadness,
n between green things grow,
are harvested, eaten, covered in snow.
The world turns brown and bare
but you are glad you’re still there.

Trees creak in the cold wind.
Bones and joints ache along.
For better or worse
you’ve sung your song,
and would again, given a chance,
if any stranger should listen
and offer another dance.

The Islands

Beyond the sea
where crabs walk low
along beaches
white as snow,
the wind lifts the fronds
of coconut trees,
and locals dance
whenever they please.

Strange as it seems

It’s just another day.
One of the kind
that comes in a package
of seven,
at a discount
we are told,
but who really believes
advertising.

I saw the sun rise
through a crack in the blinds.
It woke me from a dream
where words were being said
that I thought
I should write down.
They sounded important.
Possibly divine.
Asleep I could not lift a pen,
On waking I forgot them all.

I settled for bird songs
from new residents
crowding freshly planted
fruit trees in the garden.
The trees seemed
too small for nesting.
Maybe the birds
were trying to get in
on the ground floor
while the tenement
was under construction,
growing homes
for growing families.

This was something
I could write about,
though I could not
understand the meaning
of the words then or now.
Another divine muddle.
Another day.
I should be used to it,
but never am.

The signifier and signified

Words. Words.
I learned to speak.
I learned to hear.
I learned to read.
I learned to write.

Words. Words.
An evil fix.
Better to grunt
and point
and be misunderstood

than create civilized noise,
supposedly articulate,
but always insufficient
for the need to communicate.

What I shall leave you

Ah, my children
I will leave you no gold,
only boxes
of untyped poems,
barely legible
or a total mystery
to the eye.

It will be your problem then,
all those words
that had to get out,
as much a part of me
as the flesh I wore.

What will you save?
What will you burn?
Which, if any,
of these strange offspring
will survive?

I hold no illusions.
These small beasts
will waste away,
shrivel, disappear.

The only works of mine
that will go on are you.
Composite works
of which my contribution
was less than half.

That’s fine. As it should be.
You were the best art
I could create,
with ink still wet
and many pages left
for you to write on your own.

Because

Why write it
if it will not last?

Why think it
if it will only
stay in your head?

Why say it
if you don’t
mean it?
Or if it will hurt?

Why open up
to anyone
in anyway
if what you need
to let out
will get you beaten,
imprisoned, killed?

Why say or write
or think at all?

Just sit in silence,
unblinking, unmoving.
Be a part of it all
but not a moving part.
A rock or a pillar

or a stone thrown
through the sky,
unaware and uncaring
of where you will land.

December Birds

I listen to birds fighting on my roof.
Dozens of them.
They make so much noise
and tear at shingles.
I can’t understand what they say,
the subjects of their arguments.

My cat would kill them all,
just for fun, if he could,
but can’t get up that high,
can only watch from a window,
snap jaws and wave paws
at desires he can not reach.

As for me, I would like to understand
what all the fuss is about,
wish they would not poop so much on my car,
and think how similar their struggles are
to rivalries in offices, neighborhoods
and among nations.

So much noise and violence.
So much of which I can’t comprehend.

Eventually someone will have to fix
all that got broken,
clean up the messes left behind,
when the current flock finally decides
to fly south.

Joseph Farley is former editor of Axe Factory, Poetry Chain Letter, Implosion, Paper Airplane and other zines.  He has had over 1300 poems and 130 short stories published so far during his 40 plus year writing career. His fiction books include two story collections  Farts and Daydreams (Dumpster Fire) and For the Birds (Cynic), and a novel Labor Day (Peasantry Press). He has also penned nine chapbooks and books of poetry. His work has appeared recently in Schlock, Horror Sleaze Trash,  Home Planet News Online. Corvus Review, Ygdrasil, Eunoia Review, US 1 Worksheets, Oddball, Alien Buddha Zine and other places.

You can find more of Joe’s work here on Ink Pantry.