Poetry Drawer: Ghosts of the Past by Ayaan Fahad

I stab the earth’s soft soil,
Murdering a pure life
As I dig into its malevolent heart,
Burying Ghosts of the Past.

They drag me along
In graves
Deep, dark, dismal.
To chasms abysmal.

Phantoms and specters,
Residing in the labyrinths of my brain,
In chambers of my heart.
A memento echoes.

An ember star glimmers,
Shining faint hope
Over the remnants
Of my memories.

The grave hauls me within.
Trapped amid its jaws
I plead for light,
Struggling to reach the surface,
Each crevice
Haunts me.

A rose wilts
Over my grave.
I drown in the earth’s soft soil,
One with its malevolent heart,
A miserable life murdered.
Till stars blow into oblivion
Bound eternally;
To Ghosts of the Past.

Ayaan Fahad is a poet from Lahore, Pakistan. He aims to write poetry that emotionally resonates with people and captures things left unsaid, incorporating raw emotion within his works.

Poetry Drawer: Return Revitalized: Circumnavigating the bee yards: for Denise Levertov by Mark Young

Return Revitalized

Take comfort
in, not the
small things
but the familiar.
Return to
raw Miles, those
first pick-up

bands that
occasionally found
Coltrane in
there, equally
raw. Or the
Sherlock Holmes
stories. Bach

for the first
time, de Chirico
& Hieronymus
Bosch. Byzantine
plazas, gardens
of earthly delights
which were

previously un-
known but
so familiar. An-
cestral memories, the
starting places
at which you
still stop by, to

stand still
for a moment,
focus, &
come out of
ready
to hit the
ground running.

Circumnavigating the bee yards

Take what’s on
offer & then
move on, an op-
portunistic journey.
Circles that trace
the outside of
other circles,
in the nomadic

manner of those
beehives that I
saw alongside
the gravel road
tracing the south
bank of the river.


for Denise Levertov

          some
of the time

the line
goes taut
o-
illogical

& I am
beaten to
the body

left only with
a grab-bag
full

of  glassy-
eyed

head-
lines

“…the last day the sharks appeared.”

Mark Young’s most recent books are One Hundred Titles From Tom Beckett, with paintings by Thomas Fink, published by Otoliths in June, 2024; Alkaline Pageantry, published by Serious Publications in September, 2024; & The Magritte Poems which came out from Sandy Press in October. 

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Poetry Drawer: Minding Gaps Between Stops by Michael Roque

Sharp whistle shrieks
between stops
from December Street to Jan Way—
Two, four, eight
eye to eye,
face to face
on a one-way train—
thu-thud
THU-Thud!
THU-THUD!!!

On track to a transitional pause,
doors seal all into a lit tube
engulfed by black
for an extended enough time
to get attached—
to feel connection
while speeding spark-lit rails
to a next destination—
THU-THUD!!!
THU-THUD!!!
THU-THUD!!!
JOLT!

Meeting eyes break
with a whiplash
at a platform where all migrate
on, off the train.
Last looks,
farewells, goodbyes,
wonders—
if any meet again face to face
on surface,
in train, someday,
while simultaneously swapping each out
for a fresh gaze—
THU-THUD!!!
THU-Thud!
Thu-thud
thu—
thud.

Born and raised in Los Angeles, Michael Roque discovered his love for poetry and prose amid friends on the bleachers of Pasadena City College. Now he currently lives in the Middle East and is being inspired by the world around him. His poems have been published by literary magazines like Cholla Needles, The New Yorker, The Literary Hatchet and others. 

You can find more of Michael’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: When Master-Mistress: These Wolf Eyes by Jim Bellamy

When Master-Mistress

When Master-Mistress madcap Jake fishes for veins and waters,
This lucent poem-page gets microphoned with ghosts and flashes;
And, wherefore a fatalism promotes sex for devishes and lashes, limers
Must annoint the birds of the worlds with bustlers and nailering swiners:
O, all this damned whored year, we have hardened
O, all these slammerings render puffers from adders and severings.

I intended to preach in a cold godspace but my penis daren’t pray.
And, these fractionatives hereby sunder-space from dogs on trays.
And the whirlers for dementives come sirenising for chronic slain
Wicked seagulls come easily for homers and proud slept eye-wind;
O, whence slazeners beget hurt from stoners then

To work all the nightlong days we protest for the skies of this mind,
Cosmos-made, delvered, shaggering with mad warblers under trees.
And, whenever summers snaps, a curtler for cad bumblers will use seeds
For some aldening blirter of a cat come loving and listening.
And we shall extemporise natural head-rests with shimmerings and tea,
And I shall abuse for the utmost best then fade to fucking graves.

These Wolf Eyes

These wolf-eyes will eternally feed mess to the meadows
Will, with a winded sun-at-sea gone grey, brokers for gallowers,
Shrapnelled, blurted, slammed,
Beget cool hard VDs from silly eggcups and teasers and facers
And I will send some deadener of a god-mumma come
Entissuing after a doubler of a walnut tree come sylvan for squirrels
And, whence wenders scrape doos on gut,
Me and macadam Eden-Aarons will wash all cups

And it was merely one million years ago when a ripply beauty came
Entertaining the all with prehistorics and fossilers and
Oh, and I have water-spind weedlers with contumely and distant rain,
Creepily enbriding some dodgy moon-flitters
And it was just about when true earth burned when hecklers on trains
Behested for stoned boys. I am alone in my vocal head-world.
I am intended to wed no-one.

We sink under vast rats as pilliory pled pillows with snaps and pearls. I
Have to hasten now to some maladies which,
Comedy-crafted, happens to die for bitchers as blakers use wits for wide
Woollen city-masques; and, oh, as we enbitcher for saviours,
Wiveners for dizzy farms will sickler for geezers unfound across sailors
And you are the famous child god used to own.

Do sweet memories forevermore affixed to lost valves and dementias
Or is it (with all the minds we seize) come charnelising after sickers; O, men
Must overturn the utmost sides of a swan-swarm
And, whatever the wynd of fears,
Me and madam macadam Naplers guested for pickers and lost spawns.

Jim Bellamy was born in a storm in 1972. He studied hard and sat entrance exams for Oxford University. Jim has won three full awards for his poems. Jim has a fine frenzy for poetry and has written in excess of 22,000 poems. Jim adores the art of poetry. He lives for prosody.

You can find more of Jim’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: Under Painted Grace by Michael Roque

Impoverished child—
for nickels, dimes—
bought by beauty.
Taught grace,
not from love—
but life confined.

Glamour-touched teen—
trained to speak—
to walk
for lust-filled eyes.
Stripped of name,
wrapped in robes,
to the highest bidding price—
child purity sold.

Woman fully realized—
through fog of an aged mind—
drifts upstream
from cherry-coloured Kyoto
to childhood slum
on a seaside,
the missing sister,
the parents long passed.
All gone—
without goodbye.

Born and raised in Los Angeles, Michael Roque discovered his love for poetry and prose amid friends on the bleachers of Pasadena City College. Now he currently lives in the Middle East and is being inspired by the world around him. His poems have been published by literary magazines like Cholla Needles, The New Yorker, The Literary Hatchet and others. 

You can find more of Michael’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: A day from life of Klaus Werner Swamp-Man by Paweł Markiewicz

The marvellous winter has come
with the most tender Christmas Eve

Klaus Werner Swamp-Man awaits dream
august Moment is revealed

Klaus a forester lives alone
in a clear home amidst the grove

In the evening praying by table
he enjoyed freedom of silence

Oracular characters come
after rook has visited his

The rook knows from the black raven
that there are marsh-treasure hidden

Next hydra bangs on the window
she gives to Werner the obol

He enchants tenderly the guest:

The eternal moor! Dream with us!

Then a Stymphalian’s birdlet comes
flying in dazzling-brilliant ways

The bird gives away an obol
the man told him the gorgeous words

Eternal moory landscape dwell!
such for the ghosts a meek landscape

Hereafter attends – Dionysus
sir of numinous moory homes

Third obolus – given away
therefor can be valid Klaus’ dream

Oboli are being given

Be the fen full of tender myths!

Mister Swamp-Man boasts of marshlands
they are free in eternities

Rook is nidifying in tree
the plant stays over the moor-mist

Bewitched landscape and dreamy bog
and women dream of moory fog

Two women seem to have been enchanted of the boglet (Paweł’s neologism) plainly in a propitious way.

Paweł Markiewicz was born 1983 in Siemiatycze in Poland. He is poet who lives in Bielsk Podlaski and writes tender poems, haiku as well as long poems. Paweł has published his poetries in many magazines. He writes in English and German.

You can find more of Paweł’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: Rumination: The Cycle of Life: Winter Blossom: Beneath the Yew by Anthony Ward

Rumination

When the nights close in
Afternoons and evenings converge,
The long summer days having moved on.

Leaves capitulate like flames frozen upon the ember season
Gently stirred by the breath seen murmuring around the bough,
Serenaded by the nature of contemplation.

We confine ourselves from the numbing cold,
Consoling ourselves by the warmth of the fire,
Reassured by our reminiscences maturing in ardent grace.

As the perennial atrophy cauterizes the peregrination,
Before expectation burns through the vapours of matutinal glamour
Reaching across the vault of cerulean restoration.

Rising upon the orient horizon of an aestival veranda,
Spreading its symphony of molten nuance
Through the apparition of an ocean exhumed.

Climbing the balcony of postprandial pioneering
By intervening our denial,
As we observe the rumination.

Before surrendering to the season of grievance,
Where beauty’s acquired by its more alluring honesty
As opposed to more obvious estimations.

The Cycle of Life

Eventually the horizon will burn in turn with the darkened sky
And the moon shall shine as a fossil in homage of night,
Embraced with sanctimonious judgement of nature’s deceit
As stars journey passed escaping those forever still and vacant
With such privilege to witness destiny in its proposal
As summers arousal becomes weathered by autumnal mists,
Clearing for winters serrated breath,
Before the brides of benevolence provide many a mellow treat under this raw arrangement,
And we occasion ourselves into the clear revelation of calm turbulence,
Where time has no age.

Winter Blossom

No sooner has the snow died back from the ground and trees
Then the Galanthus and blackthorn blossom
Before the cherries shed theirs,
Providing a covering of snow through spring,
Crowned by the May bloom serenaded by elder
With the cow parsley and stitchwort amongst the verges
Where meadowsweet froths
As the oxeyes watch you wander by
Towards the woodruff and ransoms thawing along the riverside.

Beneath the Yew

A robin perches on the grave stone
Like a spirit watching out for me,
Cocking its body, then it’s head,
Before fluttering into the yew hedge,
Where a blackbird bounces,
Flicking the leaves to the side,
Rummaging amongst the decay,
To find a worm and end its life
In preservation of its own.

Anthony tends to fidget with his thoughts in the hope of laying them to rest. He has managed to lay them in a number of establishments, including Shot Glass Journal, Jerry Jazz Musician, and CommuterLit.

Poetry Drawer: The Children Chattering: Little Lizard: Slides: Murder by Dominik Slusarczyk

The Children Chattering

Listen to the
Children chattering
With me.
They share seventy
Secrets about how
Their mothers make meals.
They say their
Brother is the
Biggest brother in
The whole damn land.
They claim to
Have crowns.
They say they
Never fall down.
They are liars lying:
Everyone falls before
They learn to fly.

Little Lizard

The little lizard licks
The wind by my bare leg.
His face furrows.
It is clear that he
Is as revolted of me as
I am of myself.

His webbed feet pound the
Dusty ground as he
Zips off into the
Bushy undergrowth.

I can see his little
Head poking out,
Watching,
Waiting for me to make my move.

Slides

The stray cat has
A stray heart.

Murder

You stick
In my mind like
You are hot tar
Or golden honey on
A spoiled spoon.
You are the worst
Itch I’ve ever felt.
The doctor begs
Me not to scratch but
Every time I scratch diamonds
Scatter in my senses.
You have hair,
I guess.
I have hair too.

Dominik Slusarczyk is an artist who makes everything from music to painting. He was educated at The University of Nottingham where he got a degree in biochemistry. His poetry has been published in various literary magazines including California Quarterly and Taj Mahal Review. His poetry was nominated for Best of the Net by New Pop Lit. His poetry was a finalist in a couple of competitions.

You can find more of Dominik’s work here on Ink Pantry.


Poetry Drawer: It Came Out Wrong: Petty Crimes by Jay Passer

It Came Out Wrong

Like a cough turning to a sputter
of acid spew from wasteland psyche-
when it verged on gospel I transferred
to oblivion.

Last rites before cracking the safe with
colonies of termites teeming, an
insight into the black holes you
can’t get enough of, never enough-

shoes and starched shirts ill-fitting.
The body born outside a factory
in a dim-lit alley off a side street
from…

Where’s that black hole end anyway?

In the middle of a pitch or field a maiden
baking in the sun naked, a victim, a
sacrifice, a ‘pick me’ girl in the pitch-black
night: common ground for timelessness.

So when the horses go on strike it falls
on candlelit vigilantism to rectify,
say old van Gogh jerking in a cornfield,

since
the cops always appear when you
don’t need ‘em and are never there
when you do.

But lack of holes won’t complement a
face eager to kiss off at the finish line.

Flags don’t fit either, not on moons
or ocean liners,
at the races or pirated, jammed in some
hole to stanch the
blood, mucus, sweat,
from the bottomed out quake of
stormtroop marching-

uniform tight at the pits and crotch,
strangling the apple, mutating the core.

Pin a medal on it to witness sudden
bursts of supernova.

Old blind Rembrandt astral-projecting from
the vanishing point, his varnished panel of mahogany.

Petty Crimes

Keys on the zinc counter with the
Renault parked on the roof

Dogs named Socket and Brass

Small dogs, old men
Talif the student
Kalif the king

El trains, babel of human sewage
The urge is to snarl and shred
Corner bodega inviting
petty crimes

I look her in the eye like from a thousand
pop songs
there’s been idiocy before too

and when it rains it rains like automatic weapons having
a party

Dogs named Eisen and Kreuz
Sordid old men

Rear-most chambre de bonne
at Le Roi
Cold as the walk-in reefer at the 7-11
off Saint-Augustin

the Pekingese patiently watching the sex between
Genevieve and
Sophie

Later queueing up for apéritifs
dine-and-dash being American slang

Jay Passer‘s work has appeared in print and online periodicals and anthologies since 1988. He is the author of 12 collections of poetry and prose, most recently The Cineaste (Alien Buddha Press, 2021). Passer lives in San Francisco, the city of his birth.

You can find more of Jay’s work here on Ink Pantry.

Poetry Drawer: Waterdream by Steven Stone

in your mysterious eyes
water
walking water
grows its symbols
spoon-fed cubs
of tigers, water, the
terror of hippos, of
water,
of mastication,
teeth of boulders,
war, water, war;
immaculate death
come home in one piece
you breathe inside
the box
death weighs more than
water but to water
you return

I am buried in
the cliffs of death
a solid gemstone
chipped from a globe

i wanted to
paint myself blue
to see if I could
match the sky;
I could not duplicate clouds; it was
a fallen sky
it was a bad bacteria
that followed as I ran,
through the night’s
quiet poison; finally
a sky black enough for me,
Vincent’s perfect canvas

hills that christened
themselves black and green;
small dignity blank as sun
red as tears

How much joy is contained?
How much music

still thrills the heart?

Steven Stone has been writing for a long time and has worked with many styles. Steven writes about different subjects, but seems to always come back to metaphysical type work with a generous amount of imagery.