Poetry Drawer: To Be or Not to Be by Robert Beveridge

And it’s always been so simple, hasn’t it?

The poets
stifled by their governments
their countries
some of them scream
and whine
and cry
that they are being
repressed—
shut up!

You have governments
that notice you
enough to stifle
your pitiful syllables—

look at Artaud
locked up and starved
for nine years
Artaud who was crazy
and locked up
and still wrote
the burning lines of France

look at Holan
crushed for fifteen years
under socialist censorship
all the time he wrote
all-night dialogues
with a paedophilic Hamlet
with Orpheus
and Eurydice
all he did
for fifteen years
was write
write lines stifled
by silly socialists
and Holan never whined once!

Writing bedridden
Holan’s hand
guided by Hamlet
and Orpheus
wine and music
something rotten
in the state of Czechoslovakia
repressed and asexual
yearning for a Eurydice
not in Hell
but maybe in Philadelphia

they took Shakespeare
by the tongue
and pulled him inside out
stretching glands and breaking bones
the bard’s words warped
and torn

leatherbound volumes
self-produced
given to friends
and never seeing
the light of day
transcriptions
of A Night with Hamlet

To be
or not to be?
And it’s always been so simple, hasn’t it?

Cleaving together
to be a writer
repressed by the government
not to be a writer
not to be a poet
in the eyes of your peers
an underground poet
in the truest sense
a poet
a poet!

Shun everything and write for fifteen years.

Take a pension
form the government
which represses you

twist all those fainting words
from seventeenth century
musical fools
and publish again
publish again
when the government sets you free

look the fire of Hamlet
straight in his one yellow eye
and burn
burn
cut your arms
and bleed
bleed
play your lyre
and sing
sing

rescue with your blood and fire and voice
your tarnished Eurydice
from the hell of Philadelphia
let your voice
spit blood
spew sweat
sing poetry
scream every syllable
of Beowulf
or A Night
with Hamlet,
till some underworld Pluto
takes pity on your plight,
releases your muse
from the burning brimstone
of Center City buildings,
take her away
and don’t look back,

maybe you’ll lose your muse
baby, but you never know—

let her follow you
to South Street,
meet your one-eyed Hamlet
on a street corner
then maybe,
just maybe,
your Eurydice
will catch up with you

Inky Interview: Author and Visual Artist Laura Minning

You are an award winning published poet and author who first started writing at the age of nine. Tell us about your journey towards being published. It must be interesting to see how you have developed as a writer over the years?

I didn’t develop a desire to have my poetry published straight away. That dream emerged during my sophomore year of high school. My first opportunity to embark upon that dream didn’t present itself until five years later, though.

My alma mater was producing a literary magazine, and they were looking for submissions. I decided to provide a hard copy of a poem entitled “children” to the editor (“children” was an excerpt from the creative writing portfolio that had been presented in congruence with my college application). The judges loved my poem as much as I did and agreed to feature it in their publication.

You are also a visual artist. Describe for us your abstract art. Where have you exhibited?

I began by utilizing acrylic paints in the late fall of 2013. Next, I tried my hand at combining the paint with candle wax, nail polish, crayons, sidewalk chalk and glitter glue. I’d additionally affix original poetry or Imax film strips to canvas board and incorporate the acrylic or wax based mediums around them. These techniques created some exceedingly colourful tactile and three-dimensional effects.

I’ve presently had ninety-four pieces exhibited in seven states. My work has primarily been featured on the east coast – from Virginia to Maine. Recently, I’ve obtained permanent exhibits with children’s museums in Iowa and Texas. These exhibits serve as “touch exhibits” for the blind. They’ve been very well received, and I’d like to do more in that area.

What is it you love about poetry?

I love the fact that poetry is a way for us to share parts of ourselves with others. It’s a way for us to connect, and it’s a way for us to grow.

Could you share Bronx Zoo? What inspired you to write it?

I wrote Bronx Zoo whilst I was on a high school field trip to the “Bronx Zoo”. It was a class assignment. In college, I was tasked to write a traditional Spanish sonnet. I decided to take the first two stanzas of Bronx Zoo and translate that. Both poems have not only been very well received, they’ve both obtained publication status.

Bronx Zoo

…I feel captive of the world around me,
as I glance through my cage
(of protection and confinement)
and see the passing eyes,
and hear the sounds of smiles,
I wonder of my fate and destiny.

For people accept me as a stuffed fascination,
and cage me without consent
(of hope or being).
Oh to live a life of freedom;
that is my ultimate dream.

And my friends are in my place,
(of a caged society)
and they wonder of me,
as I think of them.
For we wish for freedom
and demand to be heard.

So when I touch my bars of jail,
and see those passing eyes,
I feel ashamed.
(For it prevents me from forgetting
my board and captive life
and my friends of freedom’s shelters roam.)

For to be free is my painstaking goal,
and to run wild is my ever lasting dream…

(excerpt from “sunburst” published by xlibris, 2005)

What do you care about? What themes keep cropping up in your writing?

I care about the state of the world and my role in it. I’m also constantly looking for ways to learn and grow as an individual.

How do you think technology is affecting humans in today’s society?

I think that technology has made our lives easier, but it’s also hindered us as a society. I’ve seen people sit and eat at the same table, whilst spending time on their phones vice interacting with one another. That doesn’t strike me as healthy.

If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be?

I think that the world could use more acts of kindness – both to ourselves and to others.

What advice would you give to your younger self?

I would tell myself to continue working on my goals with diligence. A little work each day will definitely bear fruit.

Describe a typical day in your life.

I believe in having a balance between work, my creative projects, my family and my friends. It’s all of great importance to me, and it should all have equal time as a result.

Who inspires you and why?

I originally found inspiration in reading poetry by E. E. Cummings. I felt that he had a unique voice and vision, and I saw M. C. Escher as achieving that same goal in the world of art. I identified with this, and I felt inspired to create and develop my own voice and vision as a result.

What are you reading at the moment?

Unfortunately, I don’t have a lot of reading time. I do venture on-line in order to read the occasional article on varying abstract artistic technicians, though.

Do you have any advice for other writers?

I would say that it’s important to find your voice, follow your heart, and have faith that your creative goals will bear fruit if you work at them.

What is next for you? What plans have you got?

I would love to establish more tactile exhibits for children and the blind population. I think that everyone should have the opportunity to be exposed to and enjoy artwork.

Inky Interview: Pennsylvanian Native Author Linda M. Crate

Tell us about your journey towards becoming an author.

I have been writing since I was a child. I didn’t keep up with it regularly, but it was something to do. I have always loved stories and writing. I love how the same words in a different way can tell a completely different tale. I regularly began writing when I was about thirteen years old. I wrote, wrote, and wrote. I didn’t have any other writers in my family, so I wasn’t sure how to approach getting my work published. There’s probably some of my early stuff up on poetry.com which seemed rather popular when I was a kid. I took about a five year hiatus from my writing because I thought it and myself were rubbish. It wasn’t until 2011 that I started getting work published. Some of my first poems and short stories didn’t even receive a response. They were just ignored by the editors I sent them to, and that was a bit disheartening. But I knew writing was one of my talents and my strengths, so I looked for a way to improve my writing, and ways to improve myself.

What is it you love about poetry?

Poetry is short, succinct, and yet very powerful and distinct. Every poet writes differently, but their experiences are sometimes very easy to relate to. I think my favourite poems are the short ones that pack a punch, that hit you hard in the gut, no matter the topic.

You also write short stories. How do you approach writing a short story? Do you plan it first, or just see what happens as you write?

I usually brainstorm for a while. Then I get to writing the story. The story usually changes from what I thought it would be in the beginning because characters and plots aren’t always predictable. Every twist and turn is thrilling and teaches me something new about the world and myself.

What do you care about? What themes keep cropping up in your writing?

This is a loaded question. There is a lot of things that I care about. Themes that crop up in my writing often are self-worth and finding oneself, not giving up, of finding oneself, how bullying, whilst painful, has strengthened me, how women are not objects of sexual gratification but rather spiritual and divine creatures full of power and magic, social justice, ecological concerns, nature, slice of life vignettes, etc. There are many things that I write about. Some profound and some just confessional.

How do you think technology is affecting humans in today’s society?

In some ways I think technology is great. It helps connect me with other writers, poets, and readers who may not find my work otherwise, which is wonderful. It’s a platform in which I can engage with people with my writing and connect, which is always an amazing feeling. I have had a few people tell me that my work changed their life and that’s really meant a lot to me. However, on the flip side of that, I do see a disconnect with reality. I see people measuring their worth in how many likes or comments they get on posts and pictures, and that’s really rather dismaying. I see people become glazed eyed zombies addicted to their phones and ignoring the beauty and bounty of nature, and those who love them. I really think for every pro there is a con to everything. Technology needs to be wielded wisely. It can be a waste of time if used improperly.

Describe a typical day in your life.

Well, typically on days I work, I sit down on the computer and get to the grindstone of writing. I like to push myself to get as much accomplished as I can before work. On a day off my writing is sometimes more sporadic. It depends on if I am visiting with friends and family, or if the day is one that I get to myself. If it is one that I get to myself then sometimes I rest a lot to recover my strength. My night job is sometimes rather exhausting because I deal with a lot of people and I am an introvert by nature. So rest is sometimes necessary so I can heal up and have enough strength and focus to put out my best writing.

If you could change one thing in the world, what would it be?

Money. I would do away with it completely. It disgusts me how greedy and cruel people are. How stingy people can be. How some people would rather poor people starve and die rather than to help them. Those with much always forget that they can be on the other side of the coin. They might not always be facing heads up when they land. I think it is important to give and help others as you can. Even if it means giving someone some of your time. Listening to someone can make a world of difference in their lives. I just think money, like power, can corrupt souls. I tire of the greed of men, and what said greed causes them to do to people who they should be loving, instead of swindling.

Who inspires you and why?

Non-famous people include my grandmother because she always encourages me to keep going no matter how hard it gets. Similarly, my best friend Alicia, who has epilepsy, has shown me the meaning of strength, and sometimes even when I backslide and doubt myself she is there cheering me on. My mother encourages me to be a better person and to keep going because I don’t want to quit this journey of my writing. It means a lot to me, and it is something that I love to do. One day I would like for it to be my full time job, but I’m just not at that point right now. Famous people include J.K. Rowling because I find her story inspiring. As a woman who has also has dealt with bouts of depression in my life, it is wonderful to see someone from such a humble beginning rise to such fame and fortune, especially considering all the money she gives away to charity and to help others. I feel that is wonderful that she gives back after all she’s been given. I also find Anne Rice rather inspiring because despite the fact that she grows older, she does not let that stop her writing her books and living her life. Not to mention her Vampire Chronicles are getting a television equivalent now after all these years, and she keeps pushing upward and onward. I love that she soldiers on no matter what life hands her. I cannot imagine how painful it was for her to lose her daughter and her husband, but she doesn’t let it slow her down.

What advice would you give your younger self?

Don’t worry what people think. You are enough as you are, because you are one of a kind. Your power is that you are you. You are full of worth, even if some people will never see it. Never give up on the pursuit of the things that set your heart on fire no matter what anyone tells you because you are stronger and more powerful than they’ll ever think. Dreams are not only necessary, but can be fought for and sought for, and they should be.

Have you been on a literary pilgrimage?

Yes, I’ve been writing for many years. Over the years I have learned and honed my skills so that my writing is more effective and reaches audiences better. I have learned some of the things that don’t work and those that do in my own writing and my own voice. I’ve received rejections that have made me cry and press on, and acceptances always make me excited. Because one editor may not see value in my words, but another may love what I sent them. Writing is a subjective business, I’ve learned, and so I soldier on. Rejections sting no matter how nice or polite they are, but I remind myself they are not the end, and I persevere despite all the odds.

Do you have any advice for other writers?

Buy other writers’ works when and where you can, love reading as much as you do writing, never give up, always go ahead with ideas no matter how weird or strange they are because even if you end up scrapping them, at least you can say you were brave enough to see where they were going Always be brave and kind, learn from your failures and strengthen your writing from what editors tell you, don’t be too proud and self-assured that you cannot take good advice when it’s given to you – no one wants to be reminded of their faults, but we all have them, and never let rejections turn you away from your craft. I won’t tell you not to take it personally, like everyone else does, because honestly every single rejection wounds me, but don’t let a rejection cut you up so badly that you leave behind what you’ve worked so hard to create. Be willing to take a chance on yourself.

What are you reading at the moment?

I don’t always have much opportunity to read as I did when I was younger, what with my work schedule and all, but the last thing I read was Isabelle Kenyon’s book of poetry This Is Not A Spectacle which is an interesting book full of different observations that tie together with a corresponding theme. It was really well executed and enjoyable.

What is next for you? What plans have you got?

We’ll see what the future holds. I hope lots of more publications, naturally. I’m planning on publishing more books of poetry, publishing my novels, getting more short stories out in the world. I would like to get a collection of short stories together and published, too, at some point. I plan on getting more personal articles out there, too, because I have found a fondness of sharing my self to the world in a vulnerable way that can help others. I plan on being a part of more anthologies, and taking more chances on myself and my writing. I plan on submitting to places that scared me off before, for whatever reason. I plan on becoming a better person and a better writer, and seeing where this journey takes me.

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