Poetry Drawer: rusted deer will dream: a cherry plant that never blooms: invincible flower by Elisa Min

rusted deer will dream

In a new garden I have the biggest hands
rusted deer will dream, and they will envy it 
Those are my summers

i’d wanted to be seventeen that month in the garden
In that garden, branches swing high
It talks and builds with me

I guess i own this garden
some hours in the playground
it became dirty to me

What about an unafraid tree? reckless
used to slide with a fantasy
times with my sister used to always fly 

we needed to plant more
scared about fading on my own 
All i see is a stain while seeing my grandparents climb 

The cherry could believe it has already bloomed 
I begged to ride and I couldn’t imagine
Could my apartment see these verses? 
 
our grandpa wants to see flowers and visit me
My grandma swears she read the bible 
all house no garden 
  

a cherry plant that never blooms 

The garden has a swing set with elephants on them 
It is rusted and old, 
The colour is fading away. 

The garden has a cherry plant that never blooms 
My grandpa swears that he saw a flower on it once. 
I don’t think anyone believes him. 

The garden has a dirty slide. 
I used to ride it with my sister 
Now I’m afraid that the dirt will stain my clothes. 

There is a tree in the garden. 
It was always taller than me as a child, 
It was even taller than my parents 
I would climb it, seeing how high I could go 
Weaving in and out of the branches, being reckless 
Unafraid. 

Now whenever I climb the tree, 
The bugs bother me 
I get soil on my hands 
I don’t want my clothes to spoil. 

A couple times a month 
my grandma sends me pictures of deer 
That she saw in the garden 
She sends me bible verses with them. 

As a child, I envied the garden. 
I begged my parents to let us move to a house with a yard. 
I could not imagine being stuck in an apartment
My dream house became a house with the largest garden
I could plant my own flowers, have my own pets,
Build my own playground
I wanted to be just like my grandpa 

Once in a few summers I go visit the garden
Nine hours on a plane is all it takes to meet my grandparents
All my grandma talks about is the garden. 
All my grandpa talks about is the new flower on the side. 

I don’t envy the garden anymore, though
I think i’d be fine with living in an apartment
I don’t need the biggest garden or seventeen dogs
I guess the garden in my mind was a fantasy.
Temporary.

invincible flower 

The cold kills 
Slicing through my veins and 
Crashing into my skin 
Tears stain the floor

The cold hurts, 
Scrape your knee on the snow and it will bleed 
White snow flooded with red, 
Traces of murder, 
And you wonder, what died here? 

In the coldest of winters 
Blooms the most beautiful flowers 

Winter is over now, 
And i’ve found that 
My tears have become seeds—- 
Planted in the ground, 
Ready to flourish 
Ready to blossom into the warm spring air 

The blood is now a red flower 
It does not die easily 
It lives through storms  
It can go without being watered 

In the most extreme conditions, 
My flower can thrive 
She can flourish, grow faster than any other flower 

When winter comes again 
I don’t need to be 
Scared 
Because when the cold kills 
When it hurts and it bleeds, 
I know that out of it i will get an invincible flower

Elisa Min is a seventh-grade student with a passion for poetry. She discovered her love for writing at a young age and enjoys exploring themes of nature, identity, and the human experience through her poetry. When she’s not writing, she can be found reading voraciously or spending time outdoors, drawing inspiration from the world around her. She is excited about the possibility of sharing her work with a wider audience.

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